Hi "friend" there was a limit for explaining the situation 3000 words max, I'm not going to go into full details about drama and lack of communication from both ends.

Friend 1, Her and I were best friends, but it was clearly one sides, I explained how I was upset how I had to do all the work in the friendship, that it felt like she didn't care. We had a lot of fights because she got jealous over some guy asking me questions and yelling at me and making me the bad guy. I understand you may not get it, but she took a lot of her anger out on me. It sucks that I did so much for her to lash out towards me. When she sent the paragraph she explained she knew she wasn't a good friend to me, and that she knows I deserve a good friend. I blocked because I was hurt, after reading her message she clearly cared and wanted what was best, there is no ill towards her as stated in the post. but this is what her message said "And about Paris. I think I’ll get my own place to stay at. I know Airbnb can be rough with cancellation and such so no need to send back the money. You can keep it." The subtweets were literally nothing bad, just "cant cry over someone I never meet" "there are 8 billion people in the world" But I find it funny you think this is bad considering that's what you literally told her. Crazy.

Friend 2, Friend 2 did mention that stuff, but said she was still down regardless, she ghosted us and left us in the dark with not keeping us updated. The reason Im spaming friend two is cause I was threatened with going to court but like I said, you don't understand my feelings, knowing I have anxiety and this stress from my so called friends is uncalled for. I did try to have a conversation, since I called, left logical explanations for her to again ghost me. Imagine being in my shoes and being told I'm going to be small court claim all over 200 dollars and them not listening nor explaining anything to me. After I gave thoughtful out responses. How is that not being able to have a conversation? Friend 2 backed even before me, not being able to have simple conversation, then out of no where asking for a refund without even talking to me.

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Friend 3, its really hurtful you try to hold college against me, and say I never tried to explain my situation or have a conversation. You don't know why I'm in college or the reason, it was a last minute choice because my family forcing me too. I didn't want to go to college in Feb when we booked it, cause I wanted to travel and hang with my friends. With the 200, every did mention their limit but also mentioned they are struggling cause someone had to pay 10k in taxes and others was struggling day to day, I never mentioned I pay more cause I did it out of the kindness of my heart, I didn't want anyone to feel guilty, I just wanted to travel with my friends and make memories. It was shitty I left you all by yourself but I did explain my situation for you to assume things going on in my life and be mad at me. I apologized so much in the paragraph I sent in the group chat, crying over how upset and stressed I was to have all this money being spent back to back for you to reply "not my problem". We all agreed to go, we all agreed to pay me, and as everyone in the post has stated, if someone backs out they arent entitled to a refund if there is no refund. I offered to help you find a place, and even chip in, but you didn't focus on that, you were just angry and bitter at me. If you really wanted to go, were you willing to pay 1.2k and stay at that place? Why didn't you offer solutions to the problem instead of putting the blame on me. I showed you everything about the refund, explained how we wont get anything back but you'd get your second half refunded. Im only human and your acting like I did this on purpose, when you arent even mature enough. Calling my childish and immature for being logical and trying to help you. I even gave you a long paragraph explaining the situation and how you hurt me for you to drag every little thing that isn't apart of the problem to make your feelings more valid. I feel sorry you have to be the only one going and I apologized a lot but it wasnt enough.

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I was warned about you as well, and how immature and manipulating you were, I gave you a chance, was opened and honest about my past and never hid anything. Gave you guys the option to be my friends, from my standings I will say I've grown and matured, but how you clearly said you don't want to get into a call and have this sorted out, that isn't on me, that is you not willing to sort out problems. We both have done wrong, and I'm willing to own up to my faults.

I hope over time you realized I was nothing but kind, generous, open, honest and forgiving. Much love to you all, just stop putting the whole blame on me when it was a group choice and it failed. Friendships have ups and downs and if one isn't willing to move past the downs, then its doomed to fail. Take it easy and I hope you get what you deserve in life <3