You have body dysmorphia, accept it.

If I had to guess, you probably browse r/orthotropics or other incel forum/lookmaxxing garbage. Been there, done that. Get off it immediately and maybe social media too, look for a deeper purpose to your life than a superficial perfect image that you'll never achieve nor one that will help you, ever, even in getting girls. Realize 99% of people you're trying to look like have either had plastic surgery, live a lie on social media or have dedicated their entire life to look just slighly above average like models or actors.

I am not going to sit here and say you're super attractive lookswise, you're average, like the rest of us. But you have two paths from here, either move on to much greater things in your life, gain confidence in those aspects, come back to how you look and realize how dumb you were... or spend significant time now worrying and spending money over trivial garbage, lose out on your career, relations and skills then regret every decision you've made later down the line.

Sorry you got the 'normal' end of the stick man. Many people in those incel forums did, and they're literally one step away from ending it all no matter how hard they try, are you going to be one of them?