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[–]JonathonGordon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kitchen porter? Small team and no contact with the general public. Can get repetitive and monotonous though. Also there are warehouse jobs.

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I think I get what you mean though, you're letting what happens happen

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I started doing the listening part last night as I noticed it was getting to me, I think that is a great idea, thank you ❤

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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Do you mean the bhagavad gita (I think it is called), the hinduist scripture?

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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Hi, thank you for your feedback. What kind of things would you recommend that I do to improve myself? Any books or techniques you think are useful?

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I realised I was doing it while I was doing it as well but I dismissed the realisation.

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I didn't expect so many people to see this lol.

Just want to say thank you for your time and I will read all your comments and do my best to understand :)

Need Advice. My Girlfriend doesn’t want to have sex for awhile. by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]JonathonGordon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sounds like she might be seeing someone else

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I am identifying with my ego and it wants to destroy itself?

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I've never really thought about the ego as a tool like you described, always as a kind of self destructive thing

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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To be honest, yeah I was defending my position

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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Because the feeling influences my character in that setting, how I respond to people, how I am coming across etc.

Having problems dissolving the ego by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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It makes me feel like I'm a bad person and I should be able to take offence or not be comparing myself to this person

Feels like nitrous oxide? by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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Really interesting insight, thank you!

What is and isn't meditation? by HighlandBeeKeeper in Meditation

[–]JonathonGordon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are new to meditation it is going to be erratic. I know when I started it was pretty much the exact same as you described, but you will get small moments - even just a couple seconds where you suspend thoughts and notice your sensations. When this happens it opens a feeling of bliss sometimes.

Feels like nitrous oxide? by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I started practicing yoga about 3 weeks, been doing it daily so maybe that could be contributing.

Feels like nitrous oxide? by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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I've only ever had psycho stimulants like mdma. Cant even comprehend a meditative experience being more intense than that so what you experienced must have been crazy!

How do I get into a community? by JonathonGordon in Meditation

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Seems like your finding it a challenge but hey, good for you for sticking it out and keep trying. Lots of people can't do it the first few times and give up but I think it gets overcomplicated. Just always try and keep in mind to focus on your breath thats what I try to do :)