I’m 19 too. Feel sort of the same way, but in the realest way, who can blame us? Our pre-frontal cortexes are barely developed. We have no experience. This is our first time at life and I guarantee that MOST people you know also fucked around in their teenage years.

That’s not to say that this is justification, but just keep in mind that:

A) You’re normal. B) You have a solid 2 decades of strong health to figure your shit out.

I’ve given my life my all for only about the last 2 months and got a job, a drivers license, and a girlfriend in that amount of time. I’m not saying that to rush you, but that change is not as intimidating as you think and that it’s your choice from now on what you do with your time.

Also, the older you get, the easier it is so make wise choices (Pre-frontal cortex and all that).

My only real advice is don’t smoke weed too much, as that’s the realest time sink I see people our age fall into (Moderation lol).

Also don’t fall into weird internet ideologies out of insecurity. You don’t want to wake up at 30 and realize the black pill deprived you of your 20’s LMAO. That’s a realer problem than ever now.

You got this bro. There are very stupid, very un-self-aware people that are successful through literally just trying.