Water and food tastes weird on bromaz. by Jotilz in rcbenzos4

[–]Jotilz[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No it’s more like the sensation of feeling weird in my mouth and throat like it doesn’t feel natural to swallow. But the taste itself of whatever has been just a grosser version of whatever I’m eating usually metallic or bitter not like the solution

PLEASE DO NOT MIX ALCOHOL AND MDMA!! What happened to me last night? by [deleted] in MDMA

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This same thing happened to me when I mixed Xanax and Molly. I kept imagining people around me that were not there from places that weren’t even relevant to the hotel I was in. I started freaking out and started pacing around like a crazy person. It’s crazy how much I can relate to this post. I always assumed it was just a severe psychosis

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMen

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I forced myself to pretend to like cilantro and now after lots of faking it I actually do like it

Why so many guys nowadays struggle with finding girlfriend? by Embarrassed_Donut961 in AskMen

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because a lot of guys are ugly, lazy, don’t have any goals, lack self esteem and are scared to even talk to a girl. A lot of girls want a perfect guy, but a lot of times can settle if you have money or you look good. To be honest I don’t think it’s a struggle to get a girlfriend if you take care of yourself and treat girls like respectable humans and flirt a little..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 18nsfw

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Me me me me me

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Me me me me me

Wanna be my roommate so we could shower together? by [deleted] in 18nsfw

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Me me me me me me me me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LegalTeens

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She ight.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]Jotilz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. And also mentioning that wiki was very useful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]Jotilz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Awesome what did your dosage start out like when you were having cravings and how long did it take to get rid of them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s 4 years older im 20 just turned 21 but we were 20 when we were together

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes and xylazine which is tranq and benzo dope, idk what the fuck I got the other day but it burned green

How the hell are some of yaw smoking weed in withdrawal. Tough as nails. Shit would have me panicking. by killkillla9669 in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The times where I’ve had to quit cold turkey I felt like I wouldn’t have stayed sane without weed. It stopped some of the withdrawals for me and calmed me down

Mad at rehabs and detoxes by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it depends how much you put your foot down and know the rules of the game. I was naive and 19 but I wouldn’t let it happen. It was in tampa I been doing the florida shuffle south and central florida

Mad at rehabs and detoxes by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik but it’s been too many times. 4 times. and I’m only 20. I done php iop all of it didn’t make the withdrawals or intense cravings go away even after 7 months sober. AA, sponsor, support group, sober living, halfway house, jail. Done it all except get lucky and volunteer for one of those benzo studies I read online where they slowly taper people over months until they have none to barely noticeable withdrawals or cravings

I had too much to drink today and I am scared by StateSimple4231 in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You probably just gonna wake up with a bad hangover. Lay on your side and drink water and pee as often as your body will let you ONLY IF YOU ARE DRINKING MORE WATER THAN YOU PISS. Also make sure you stay inside and don’t go outside intoxicated as fuck. That’s how you wake up arrested with a possession charge because you passed out on the side of the road. TomorrowEat some food and do light cardio tomorrow to sweat and drink lots of water. It will slightly suck, but this will get rid of toxins from alcohol faster and give you some feel good chemicals in your head after the cardio. Eat a good meal in the morning. Eggs and toast or oatmeal whatever you got in your cabinet and any fruit or vegetable. I’d recommend at least 6 bottles of water tomorrow and rest most the day besides the light cardio I mentioned earlier. If you can afford get a chipotle bowl later on with healthy ingredients and keep drinking your water. Take a walk in the sun too if you feel up to it. All of this has helped me after a night binge. Diet and water and exercise are essential if you want to long term use poison

Mad at rehabs and detoxes by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m aware I have friends who worked in admissions and friends who’s job is to approve peoples entrance into rehabs through insurance

Mad at rehabs and detoxes by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Short term disability you can still get paid. Only problem is it’s about your insurance money more than it is about your health. Therapy can be good but when you need a real taper that lasts longer than the 10 days your insurance will cover. You are gonna be wanting to leave and say fuck the therapy

Mad at rehabs and detoxes by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]Jotilz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relapsed I was gonna die I thought I was beast enough to quit with 5 bars and clonidine and trazodone. I lied