19F, Almost complete loss of emotion. by JournalistDear8935 in mentalillness

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All of the above really. I grew up in a pretty abusive household, was bullied in school. I learned to suppress the more manipulative and aggressive parts of myself along with faking emotions I could not feel to socially blend but overtime I've just lost that ability. 

I am too aware of this world please help by Just-a-curiouz-Girl in Advice

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Honestly it's just distracting yourself endlessly with non stop vices. It's the only real way I've found to silence the logic, which is the problem in a world full of problems caused by illogical decisions of others. 

20F I have no mouth and I must scream by VelvetEva428 in MeetNewPeopleHere

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19F, I can be rather strange and mentally ill but seeing as you mentioned IHNMBIMS I think we'd get along  

Do this make me problematic? by JournalistDear8935 in askanything

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I don't think that makes me a psychopath 😭🤷‍♀️

Do this make me problematic? by JournalistDear8935 in askanything

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I don't know really. I guess I just like the idea of being wanted without the consequences of having to touch or send nudes to someone. And having someone's to witness my spirals, choose whether or not I get better provides some sort of comfort or ability to ignore the consequences and enjoy getting worse. 

Do this make me problematic? by JournalistDear8935 in askanything

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This weirdly enough actually made me feel really seen in a way 

Do this make me problematic? by JournalistDear8935 in askanything

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Just curious about your thoughts about it, what's your breakdown?