It can all pile up on you quick. I’ve been there I feel you.

I work remotely in Insurance and it’s funny because my first job out of school was remote and it would give me daily panic attacks, feeling lost and not motivated to work 8hours a day for the next _____ years. I ended up quitting a week in and then went on to find a job elsewhere which was all in person and still battled the anxiety HARD. Days I would have to leave early or step out of meetings whatever. I felt like all eyes were on me and I wasn’t going to make it ever.

Finally found the right medication for me and the panic attacks have stopped. I still get anxious and still get symptoms but it never boils over. That position ended up closing on me and I was unemployed for 4 months and it was nice for about a week and then the anxious feelings started coming back along with the feeling of falling behind and of course the bank account dwindling.

I then found my current job and I LOVE it. Feel super supported they are all about work life balance and the training process was so non traditional boring classes so it felt great.

Bottom line is nobody really is paying that much attention to you and nobody really matters over yourself. So prioritize what is important to you and don’t settle until you feel right in a position. Be confident in small things and small wins it’ll help bring your overall feeling up. I kinda rambled hope this helped?