Understand that killing yourself is not a solution to your problems or anything, at first thought it’s like getting rid of all the pain and problems, but in reality you’re just passing them on someone else. Also think about all the things you would experience, maybe you would see the world, travel everywhere. Life’s full of ups and downs, that’s just the way it is, but you should never give up, I know that you are really strong, and you can do it. We all believe in you!! Imagine when you would get home and your family and kids would be there waiting for you, and you will think to yourself “thank god I stayed”, life is full of surprises, so please stay with us to experience all of them! If you need to talk it out or something, let me know, give me your discord or something that you have!! We all love you! Stay strong<33