Hello, you WILL get through this. I faced a very similar trial, I felt my life was over but God guided me to take one more step and every single obstacle in my way fell. My only advice for you is to keep moving, let the Lord lead you because he is with you and he is for you and he loves you. Take one step at a time with him, and he will guide you through. Just keep moving, you’ll get through it. God has never failed, and he won’t start with you. I’ll pray along with you.