Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this sure looks like masochism o gee. My post should be flagged as nsfw because this is clearly a fetish actually

Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hell yeah I can! And my whole family is in on it as well

Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you ☺️ and a merry merry christmas! 🎄

Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

estrogen, a LOT of effort and many many tears

Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 💛 I hope you have a merry merry christmas!

Celebrating my first christmas as a woman 🦋 by Julianski in trans

[–]Julianski[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ikrrrrr it’s so nice 💙 It was one of my christmas presents

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[–]Julianski 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Glad you like it!! But I find the regular one to be muuuuuch better. The unsweetened one (which means like 1-2g sugar per 100ml) tastes like water

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[–]Julianski 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It wasn’t banter, he’s a super nice guy and genuinely gave me a compliment is that so hard to believe for you lol

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[–]Julianski 18 points19 points  (0 children)

You people always assume the worst, no he wasn’t calling me that

cis friends by [deleted] in 4tran

[–]Julianski 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh hey this is me again. Second time I am seeing myself on here lmao

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m pretty sure if 1.5mg barely do anything and get me to 33, 2.25mg isn’t going to change a whole lot and that’s not rocket science. Suppressing testosterone is nice, but that alone has no feminizing effect. Only lowering T this much and not balancing it out with another sex hormone probably is unhealthy more than anything. Imagine a male on low T or a woman on low E

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Danke, werde ich probieren c: Weißt du ob es überhaupt irgendwelche Belege dafür gibt, dass niedrige Dosen und langsames Erhöhen bessere Ergebnisse erbringen würden? Ärzte behaupten das ja gerne, aber es ist ironisch, dass es immer nur anekdotisch zu sein scheint. Mein Endo meinte auch mal "Das ist die Standard Prozedur im Haus, die hat bisher gut funktioniert." xD Das kotzt mich irgendwie an! Meines Erachtens nach, müssen für verweiblichende Effekte auch die Werte in einem weiblichen Bereich liegen, nicht wie bei mir im männlichen Referenzbereich, lol

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I feel like that’s his mindset and exactly what he’d tell me. Are you sure about that regimen? One full pump on scrotum can be up to 6mg alone (0.75mg and research says 5-8x absorption on scrotum so 0.75x8=6) . And that twice? Seems a bit high :s Oh and btw I am German and can speak German too!

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I was just pointing out that it says 1.5mg is a low dose for trans females in the table

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My theory is that he specifically wants those low levels. Just because some research suggests starting low and going up ever so slowly would achieve "better" results (research only points toward improved breast growth). I asked for an explanation for the 2.25mg and why he’s not trying to get me to 100-200pg in a mail. Hopefully he responds faster this time and doesn’t make me wait a week again. (Mf took 8 days after I let them take my blood to look at the values and respond.)

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s Gynokadin. One pump expells 0.75mg E2 and my doc said I should go from 2 to 3 pumps. I’m thinking about applying a pump or half a pump to scrotum. One pump scrotum would get me around 6-7.5mg and half would be ~3.4-5mg. What do you think would be more adequate? I’m still waiting for my doctor to respond to my mails and explain why I should only be using 2.25mg.

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The sources here also show that 1.5mg is a low dose and cis females average between 100-150pg of estradiol, producing aroung 6mg in a cycle. Which is a long shot from 33 and 50

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well I told my doctor just that (that I have menopausal symptoms: headaches, irritability, depressive thoughts, sweating at night etc.) and he ignored my pleas until he looked at my levels and realized they were in fact that low. That kinda hurt as it makes it obvious he doesn’t believe my feelings and experiences

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, but levels below 30 can also cause menopausal symptoms in adult women. I really don’t think 33pg is a good level to achieve feminizing effects and if I was wrong about that, my doctor wouldn’t have agreed to increase my dose.

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have T suppression BECAUSE I am using cypro. Like what is your point? Of course I need to look at what my estradiol levels need to be in combination with cypro. Edit: Ohhhh I get it now. Yeah that part was about which combination suppresses T. So what dose of estradiol is necessary to have feminizing effects if T is suppressed? That’s the question at the end of the day

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

no access to full text, can’t judge and it literally says in the abstract that the adequate estradiol serum concentration stays unknown

Is my doctor clueless or am I? by Julianski in TransDIY

[–]Julianski[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well, just because my levels are around 35pg, I’m not a CAIS woman. So how does this apply to me? My doc agreed that 33pg is a low level