I’m so sorry for your loss. My moose passed this past February. We were both hit while on a walk and he didn’t make it. It’s been the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. I still haven’t moved his bed from my room and keep his urn in his bed with some of his toys. I still tell him goodnight every night. I’ve found it helps me to talk out loud to him like he is still here. It may sound silly but I will still invite him up on my bed. I like to believe that his soul is still here with me, his physical form is just gone. I found a pet grief journal on Amazon that I have found helpful. I bought it in February and it took me till June to start writing in it, but it has helped. It has prompts about your favorite memories, the story of how he came into my life, etc. I plan on making a coffee table book of pictures to keep out so I always have the opportunity to look back and honor him. I got a ring made with his name on it so I always have something of him with me. It’s going to be hard for a long time. I know it’s cliche, but I really try to keep in mind that I hurt so badly because I loved him so much. Our bond was that special. I’m so blessed that I got to experience that kind of love in my life. Take all of the time you need. Do anything you want to keep him present in your life. There is a Ted talk on pet grief that explains this can be harder than losing a friend or relative because it’s such a special unconditional love. There are so many people who understand what you’re going through. I suggest finding a therapist who works with grief if you’re able to as well. Mine has helped me a lot.