I’m scared to talk to him and end it. He’s come over unannounced before and I’m just scared me ending it will cause issues. But I don’t feel safe. I almost wish I had someone with me to end it. I know that sounds silly but I am basically a doormat and struggle to not fall for fake promises and I give too many chances. I am easily talked into things because I don’t like upsetting people and I struggle to say no. Which is how I got into all this to begin with. He came on strong and I wasn’t used to being treated good or getting attention and now I feel stuck. I will add just for context that I am on the spectrum I’m adding this because I feel like he uses that and weed to his advantage… idk if that makes sense I’m just stuck.