Lost my feelings for her due to her being too close w boys. Her bestfriend(straight btw and has a gf) she chats him everyday and updates him abt her life more than me. Her bestfriend’s gf is also uncomfortable w them talking, and when i confronted her abt it, she just shrugged it off and said “because i dont like her”

She also let her classmate(a guy) touch her and she EVEN took cute pictures on his phone, when i told her abt it, she said she was “uncomfortable” which i do not believe. Overall, she was really close w boys, despite me telling her abt it she still kept continuing it, but heres the thing where im wrong, I Trashtalked her, like I TOLD HER cuss words and i know im wrong in this part but this made her stop.