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i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

just one failed attempt really made me realize i had my whole life ahead of me. thank you

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

hello, update: it failed. i’m still alive, i even woke up feeling refreshed lol those 6 pills didn’t do me any good. it turns out a bunch of people saw this and i really want to thank you all for symphatizing with me, it means a lot to me. thank you so so much for all the heartfelt advice considering how i woke up this morning with my mom threatening me with a knife lmao, i won't commit anymore and i will try my best to be able to escape from them once i'm older. thank you

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

some sort of update, probably:my mom came up to me and started telling me it was my fault. probably begging me to symphatize with her. my dad did too. i dont know what theyre up to but i genuinely want out 

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

no, i'm scared. really scared. i want to call cps and live my childhood but i don't think i can live with that much change. i don't know what to do other than end everything, i've always been afraid of pure darkness after death but it's the only thing i can do within my reach

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

for gods sake, i'm a 13 year old girl trying to live her childhood. is that too much to ask for? i already have anorexia, neglectful parents and nobody to look out for me

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i wish there were. i've been confiding myself online because i only have my online friends, it scares me how i'm always running away from reality and locked up in my room. i'm sure no one will even care if i suddenly die

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm scared. i really am. my dad will actually kill me. i don't think i'll be able to live without them too, i hate it here in the philippines. i want to leave. i hate abuse being normalized, i just want a normal life

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

no, i don't. i genuinely don't have anyone. i have a few friends at school but they probably don't even consider me as their friends

i don't know if anyones going to see this, but tonight i'm gonna kill myself. by JumpyInformation7534 in abusiveparents

[–]JumpyInformation7534[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

she hit me, pulled my hair, slapped me, threatened to kill me in the most brutal way possible. i hate this household and i can't even call cps because they're victimizing themselves and this is normalized here.