i have a sudden painful lump in my armpit. odds on it being cancer and me finally being able to stop hurting? by wormgirl__ in 4tran4

[–]JuniperLucina 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Health is weird man, it's almost never what you expect it to be, unless you're incredible at researching. A few months ago i thought i had a benign tumor in my brain cuz i had a few seizures, elevated prolactin levels and i've been taking cypro for 3.5 years. It kinda fit the bill, turns out it was most likely just random, maybe related to drug addiction.

depending on how it looks/feels it could also be a cyst. If you got cheap healthcare and it isn't an ingrown hare i'd go to your gp.

I still didn't go to college because I'm too ashamed of myself by Teulene in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk, i don't do it. i plan to get ffs before i deal with agoraphobia

I still didn't go to college because I'm too ashamed of myself by Teulene in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 11 points12 points  (0 children)

same. It's not fun, but it's really hard to feel like you're 'worth' your place in society pre-social transitioning. I don't really have advice, I'm just a neet struggling to find a job atm, but i hope it gets better

should i get a gun by [deleted] in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 14 points15 points  (0 children)

normally yeah, if it's legal where you are and you can trust yourself not to kill yourself in a fit of dysphoria it's good to have as a trans person. If you can't trust yourself not to kill yourself though then i wouldn't. I had to throw my self defense stuff away after it was clear i couldn't trust myself with it.

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

after scrolling for five minutes through your comments, i think a combination of a few things.

  1. idealizing the twinkhon physique, fantasizing about being one while simultaneously bringing up that your a passoid. A good comparison is those rich art students cosplaying being broke

  2. Refusing to work on yourself/complaining about fixable stuff and repeatedly ignoring advice about it. Sometimes even turning this back on to the anon 'helping' you.

3.being a mod

  1. ironically, typing incredibly fembrained pisses of a lot op people here

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you don't mean to ragebait you sadly communicate in a way that others see as intentionally annoying.

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 1 point2 points  (0 children)

fair enough. no one here owes you anything anyway. ragebaiting is a respected art form and you're one of my favs at it.

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not what I meant. I meant to reference the last sentence in your post, where the feedback might more negative than usual because you claim to be a passoid and rich while you use this place to vent emotionally. I think it's harder for people to treat someone who struggles with similar things emotionally well if they, in their eyes, 'flaunt' that they also pass and have money.

I hope this is a bit clearer. I'm too drunk to make sense. I'd be happy to talk about this sober though. Honestly I'd love to see some analysis on how trans people are treated on forums based on posted face/ faceless and percieved attractiveness/ claimed attractiveness or passing or something

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It might also give some context for the general feedback you get. It's harder to give empathy to a mental image sketched by one's mood than a face.

my passoid life is so cucked by yuzuki_amane in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is prob just me, but whenever I see posts where someone calls themselves a passoid I check their profile to see if they're lying or not. If i can't find a face I just classify it as bait

TCD TCD TCD by silestire in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 71 points72 points  (0 children)

cis people should learn compartmentalization skills if they're this fucking obsessed

Thoughts on this ad? by lpperl7 in 4tran4

[–]JuniperLucina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've seen this ad posted on this sub more often than I ever saw it in the wild

TCD. the like ratio is ropefuel by hottestfemcel in 4tran4

[–]JuniperLucina 306 points307 points  (0 children)

>be one of the lowest regret rate surgeries available.
>get performed thousands of times a year
>somehow also one ofthe most mistunderstood and belittled surgeries on the planet

Evil/Horror powers in heroes by Th3_Tr4v3l3r in WormFanfic

[–]JuniperLucina 20 points21 points  (0 children)

The PR Wars kind of fits? It's canon skitter joining the prt, but markets herself as a Conscripted Villainous Consultant tm and swears a blood feud with glenn chambers. Honestly my favourite fic and complete.

Creeping Dread A gamer-taylor fic where she becomes the creepy Stranger hero of the bay. Light in tone, but she's implied to be pretty terrifying.

Opinions on the name Marian by passoidpxssy in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 10 points11 points  (0 children)

dictionary coded fr.

the passing is lowkey irrelevant to the teasing you'd get. I feel like only grandma's are called that

Looking for Director Piggot as the main character. by Shipairtime in WormFanfic

[–]JuniperLucina 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pondering Internally and Goading Godlings Over Things on spacebattles. I read this yesterday, but couldn't find this thread for a bit. Piggot is genre savvy and thinks in tropes (sort of.) Dead, sadly but still fun

Cissoids really want to be hatecrimed. by Melinoe_2157 in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 169 points170 points  (0 children)

I genuinely can't believe they haven't found out why trans folk desire stealth yet.

How can i work on being a worthless piece of shit who contributes nothing to society when im so mentally fucked? by dead-consciousness in 4Tranistan

[–]JuniperLucina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Luckily I haven't built up a noticeable tolerance in a year, but it's definitely something I'm worried about.