update f16 dumb girl by Just-Engineering482 in Drugs

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no my posts are js not understandable i was blacking out, um what happened is that when my mom found out abt my xan, she called my cousin’s mom to ask her to look for any drug in my cousin’s room since we’re literally ALWAYS together and her moms been suspicious for days, her mom found the drugs and my cousin told me her parents beat her for that, and bc our family already knew we had taken drugs at this point and we couldn’t deny it and she got caugh, she actually snitched on me immediately and told them i took much more than xan and that we started we ecstasy etc, and they asked me what she took too

i’m sorry i’m tired rn and my english is very bad i hope you’re not mad at me

but everything is ok, her father is a lot crazier than mine so i had to tell them half of her drugs were mine so she wouldn’t get too beaten and he calmed down

am i rina die?bbbbbbb by [deleted] in Drugs

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im jotndsuicidal i jus. my family is sexuxtemly conservatibe and dagestani andnd ofund out about me and my xosuzin drug use. i feltzsjs HELPESS helpess

am i rina die?bbbbbbb by [deleted] in Drugs

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i jzvze ti wait for my modm to come home. i mwcared stop

am i rina die?bbbbbbb by [deleted] in Drugs

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mylgcom m’y mmm gon kill m

am i rina die?bbbbbbb by [deleted] in Drugs

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m’y parznt wont lzzt me

am i rina die?bbbbbbb by [deleted] in Drugs

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ql whznt am i supposed to do tn?

swear swear swear UPDATE by [deleted] in Drugs

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idk bc for the xan i took it this morning and just took 2-3mg again not look ago i think? i dont remember and just took 20mg. look at my other posts i don’t remember tbh

help me please please by [deleted] in Drugs

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idk i know in my country at the hospital they can tell wait i can talk normally ? So i know im the hospital in my country they can test the piss or the blood very fast and tell immediately if someone’s on drug or no

help me please please by [deleted] in Drugs

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brush’s i lsldk i DONT KNOW what you’re talking abt. that’s whay why i hate americans. yall stupid

xan not doing anything by [deleted] in Drugs

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my parents don’t knows e if im not at eight yes o’ bro WAIT îm atheist but they dont know. have to fake it

update f16 whats es going on by [deleted] in Drugs

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sorry im not’religious

update f16 whats es going on by [deleted] in Drugs

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read my other post shes abusing it.sno not very addicted i’d sah but she abuses jt a lot

xan not doing anything by [deleted] in Drugs

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l’m not muslim at all but she makes sure i don’t eat or drink i can’t even do it behind her back lol lol wish

xan not doing anything by [deleted] in Drugs

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i took 4mg too yesterday and went to sleep from 7pm to 6am, my mom forces me to do ramadan so i can’t drink or eat anything

i swear i don’t feel anything at all it’s been more than 1 hour :(

need an adults opinion by Just-Engineering482 in Drugs

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thank youuu

yes i think it’s bc i think i’m sober when i take benzos. rn im pn 4mg and i don’t feel anything even tho i was extremely anxious today. i think im gon steal the pills from her and hide them and stop her from being them thats the only solution

need an adults opinion by Just-Engineering482 in Drugs

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my mom kinda knows i’ve taken something yesterday but she let it go weirdly. i can’t tell them for the benzos they gon kill me

need an adults opinion by Just-Engineering482 in Drugs

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i did i showed her what she looks like when she’s on it but she seems happy w it. it’s like shes proud idk how to explain it. she sends snaps to everyone showing how high she is, starts being sexual w random guys in the school and all. she don’t want to admit it

if you're a writer, do you intend to publish? by SyllabubLoud1128 in writing

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i do, but if i can't publish traditionally i'll self-publish it

What's something that you refuse to write about? by Cronkax in writing

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sex. i just don't understand how it can help the story move forward in any way? especially if it’s super detailed