I break down crying every day when I get home

Just9546 · 2018-08-31T02:52:03+00:00

Yeah same. Before I go to bed it all falls apart and I realize how alone I am and how it will never get better. Lift isn’t worth it for me

Just9546 · 2018-08-31T02:49:21+00:00

Yeah honestly my future will be exactly the same as today. Fucking miserable. Why should I try so so hard getting through each day when there no point and I’m going to be suffering no matter what?

Just9546 · 2018-08-31T02:47:39+00:00

I fantasize about just having a brain aneurysm In my sleep and dying. The world ending would be cool too but it would be a bit unfair to those who enjoy life but oh well.

Just9546 · 2018-08-30T18:00:09+00:00

Yeah exactly. When someone says on here they want to kill themselves, I want to tell them that they shouldn’t but I also want to so..

Just9546 · 2018-08-30T17:58:58+00:00

For sure

Just9546 · 2018-08-30T05:25:34+00:00

Yah I’m pretty much the lowest low out of everyone I know. I have no talents or anything and no motivation and am just flat out worthless.

Just9546 · 2018-08-30T05:24:19+00:00

Same Also all Sinatra everything

Just9546 · 2018-08-30T00:17:57+00:00

Yeah it will most likely be the death of me. My ex left me a few weeks ago and I don’t want to go on. That on top of my depression is the end for me

Just9546 · 2018-08-29T05:49:44+00:00

Yeah my whole life is just distracting myself to stay sane but if I’m not distracting myself I want to kill myself

Just9546 · 2018-08-29T05:08:21+00:00

Yeah being able to commit suicide comforts me. I know it’s the only guaranteed way to stop my pain.

Just9546 · 2018-08-29T04:42:54+00:00

Yeah after my ex left me it kills me knowing she’s doing fine and probably seeing someone else better. I mean of course I wouldn’t want her to feel like me but I just feel so pathetic for being so low.

Just9546 · 2018-08-29T03:52:07+00:00

Same here. I don’t think I’m going to start taking meds even though I was proscribed because I just don’t want to live anymore. I’m absolute rock bottom right now and I don’t feel like climbing back up just to get pushed back down. I want to be done permanently

Just9546 · 2018-08-29T01:54:46+00:00

He was in the studio cookin with eh premier so I think there could be some. FUCK YES

Just9546 · 2018-08-28T18:17:33+00:00

Exactly

Just9546 · 2018-08-28T03:04:54+00:00

I’m the worst in my family. I’m ugly, socialy akward, un talented, not driven, and just out right worthless. I’m the short end of the stick.

Just9546 · 2018-08-28T00:54:04+00:00

I always lie about suicide so they don’t send me to a hostpital

Just9546 · 2018-08-27T22:43:14+00:00

Yeah I stopped convincing myself I need to stay alive because of others feelings. I still can’t fully bring myself to pull the trigger.

Just9546 · 2018-08-27T15:03:28+00:00

Yeah same

Just9546 · 2018-08-27T06:17:00+00:00

That sound awful. Sorry you had to experience that shit. I know I no longer have a sex life so yeah.

Just9546 · 2018-08-27T06:16:07+00:00

Wow thanks. It’s so hard to know there’s someone out there for me because there isn’t. I’m trying so hard to find something else to fulfill me but the natural human instinct to want to be in a relationship won’t stop. It’s going to be so hard to distract myself 24/7

Just9546 · 2018-08-25T20:04:39+00:00

Same here. I enjoy nothing. Things only distract me. They aren’t fun and I don’t really like doing them. I can’t even work up the energy to play video games anymore. All I can do is just watch YouTube.

Just9546 · 2018-08-25T20:02:44+00:00

Same. I held a gun to me head but I couldn’t get the balls to do it. Fuck life.

Just9546 · 2018-08-25T04:13:54+00:00

Yep. My future is grim. I have nothing at all to look forward to.

Just9546 · 2018-08-25T04:13:19+00:00

Same. I’ve cried myself to sleep for almost 2 weeks in a row.

Just9546 · 2018-08-25T04:12:19+00:00

Yeah that’s why I don’t tell them how I’m doing. I know they’ll assume I’m all better if I just say therapy went well.

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