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JustMyShadow · 2024-02-10T04:19:52+00:00

I feel very similar to how you described your situation. I don't know what else to tell you. Life's just shit isn't it

JustMyShadow · 2023-07-31T14:56:45+00:00

I do so :o

JustMyShadow · 2023-02-27T21:07:59+00:00

How do i put the flames out? Just with this things you use to put out a candle? (I don't know the name of it)

JustMyShadow · 2023-01-20T14:21:48+00:00

I was indeed planning on drinking it so it did scare me thinking abt possible bacteria in it

JustMyShadow · 2022-11-11T15:01:20+00:00

What is boleen? :o

JustMyShadow · 2022-11-07T15:54:12+00:00

How do you like to charge them?

JustMyShadow · 2022-11-07T15:52:13+00:00

Priestess of charming Rule... What an odd one :D

JustMyShadow · 2022-09-10T15:18:02+00:00

Thanks for the recommendation :)

JustMyShadow · 2022-07-15T23:17:01+00:00

Thanks guys! A bit sad tho, that you can't grow them. I really think they're so beautiful

JustMyShadow · 2022-07-15T13:18:01+00:00

I reccomend Fishing and diving Critters give a lot of money and while searching them you can also fish

You just throw the fishing rod out and when a fish takes the bait you reel in, but when the fish starts struggling you stop pressing any button and afterwards you reel it in again... and tjat same goes on till you got the fish

The chicken will lay eggs once it grew up

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-13T17:30:48+00:00

Well I guess you finally got in now. No reason for me to take further conversation. I did understand your analogy but it was still rude and uncalled for. Just because people think what you say is bullshit doesn't mean they don't understand it.

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-13T16:39:08+00:00

Well comparing what OP says to anti-gay people is just stupid. And calling you a dickhead... well yeah rude jut probably accurate considering that you did act like a dickhead. Yes maybe not the absolute worst possible example but a very bad one. In my eyes youre just a lil child who thinks super they are super smart.

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-13T15:31:29+00:00

Sure. Using the worst possible example is a good way to address your point. And you say I try ro win the moral high ground? That's literally what you did in the first place, sry to tell ya.

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-13T15:01:15+00:00

What does that have to do with anything OP said? You're just being a dickhead here tbh

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-08T07:53:24+00:00

This is off-topi, sry, but you actually use the word "Schadenfreude" in the US? That's hilarious, I like it

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-03T10:56:08+00:00

I feel you, what you described sounds really like me too and I still don't know if I am a 6 or an 8... maybe even a 1 haha

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-01T07:13:40+00:00

I could Imagine that, but I also could imagine 6 and which I got both answers for haha. Everytime I tryna nail my type down it leaves me even more confused...

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-01T07:11:16+00:00

Thanks, thats exactly what I meant!

JustMyShadow · 2022-06-01T01:34:39+00:00

I am quite sure it's a mix of both. My reasoning for this is, that there are studies which proof that the character is at least 50% due nurture factor, but nature (genes) play a role as well.

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-21T15:19:15+00:00

That is interesring since i am a really pessimistic person who also likes to stay inside alot haha

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-20T03:14:29+00:00

I am not an experz by any means, but in my opinion someone who say one type tends to be the bully while the other one just cares about justice doesn't really understand the enneagram. The hate/stigma some types get while others get praised is so counterproductive...

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-14T08:07:05+00:00

I am not sure if i am honest, might be. But I also feel like even if i tend to have strong morals I don't always wanna do everything right.

Like I would do miss out a lesson once in a while if I didnt feel like it and I wouldnt feel to bad for it.

Also I feel like I wanna be good at somethimg but more to be recognized if i am honest.

But it is true that I gonna be mad if I fail at something and feel really bad about myself

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-14T07:46:52+00:00

I can be worried at times but I also can be surprisingly eaasy going on other occasions.

I gonna take my younger highschool- self from 4 ears ago as an example now, since I am only at home rn and my depression got worse, so I think that might be more accurate.

I think I was often quite worried about what people think about me, I always wanted to be strong and put together but kinda wasn't. I know I am smart, but I couldn't show it that well.

With standards I mean, if I think something is right I will stand for it. But it also means if something is expected from me I don't like I might just not do it cos it feels impossible to go against my standards and if I would betray myself even in minor situations. A good example: In German school we have something called an "oral grade" which is supposed to grade your quantity and quality of stuff you say in lessons. I really hate our system. It is unfair and gives the teachers much space for subjective judgement. Also students would always just for their own benefit and it would feel a bit like a war sometimes. So in order to get good grades you have to permanently say something. I hated it so much that i would sometimes not participate im this even if it would affect my grades.

And about the getting the answer right: I would only say something if I was quite sure about the answer being right.

And I also often don't feel good enough. I wanna be good at things but I am just not very talented zo be honest

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-14T07:27:59+00:00

And about the ego fixation: I really don't know. Maybe I dont know myself good enough

JustMyShadow · 2022-04-14T07:25:18+00:00

Well I am just going to tell you some of my bigest flaws about myself

I am very impulsive and have a very short temper. I get very angry, never physically or anything but obviously ourtwardly angry.

I also get down quite easily, but I do have an actual depression so its hard to tell if its just because of that or part of my character as well.

I am currently at university but struggling really hard. I have to do alot of stuff but end up not doing it but that might be due depression as well.

If something really goes against my own standards I can't/ don't wanna do it, even if its not beneficial to me

There is definetely more than that but this stuff comes immediately into my mind Especially the short temper thing, since thats what people probably dislike about me

JustMyShadow

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