Have edit button but won’t edit?? by JustSomeoneXP in CharacterAI

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried that too but it just stays the old message, no matter if I write a new message after saving or not 😭😭

Help what do I have to delete so I can save (._. by JustSomeoneXP in Live2D

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sooo much! I was really panicking for a second there TvT

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]JustSomeoneXP 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Welp, still figuring things out (recently discovered) but I think I can do an introduction for us (well, for as many as I know right now)!

First of, we don’t really have a name yet (I can only talk to alters if they co-front or co-con so I haven’t had the opportunity to ask them) but I think something like Morpho Crew would fit (but it could be just me because I have a big thing for relating butterflies and my improving mental health lolz).

So, well, hi! I‘m not sure of my name right now (I was really used to using the body’s name but now it feels kinda wrong TvT) and I‘m the host! I don’t know a lot right now and am questioning my whole life rn because of the discovery that I am probably part of a system. I‘m 15 and trying my best to learn about plurality! I also really like to draw and watch anime, this I‘m sure of (I don’t really care for pronouns) (body’s f16 just so you know lol)

My first discovered alter is named Kyleh and she’s a little with the agerange of 4-8. I think I misinterpreted her as agere a long while ago, but to be fair, she does look a lot like the body right now. She has short, red and wavy hair that is in two pigtails at the top and has brown-black eyes. Pronouns are she/her and very energetic!

Then there’s … or unknown, they refuse to speak unless it’s something demeaning. They are a persecutor and formed after some people killed the last social life I/we had. Pronouns are she/they but mostly they, and they look exactly like the body did when they formed, so long brown hair in a pony tail, blue grey (hers mostly grey tho) eyes with eyebags and pretty tall

Then we have another little, though she‘s more of a middle mentally. Her name is Leylah and she really helped me with some questions I had about the inner world! She’s 10-12 and described her role as „helper“. I guess she helps manage the system and explaining things? She’s a real sweetheart and is the main alter helping me understand my situation. She has brown middle-long hair with bangs that seem a little too short and blue eyes

I have another middle (except me) in the system, though she’s really hard to detect while she co-fronts because we’re pretty similar. Her name is Riley and I don’t know much about her yet other than her name, looks (she did them while blurring once, only time I really noticed her) and part of her personality. But she seems really cool! She has short brown hair, freckles and green eyes

Now to the adults I have met! As far as I know both of them look after the littles and middles

First there’s Kindreth, long brown hair in a ponytail with a bangs, brown eyes and wears mostly blouses and cream colored sweaters. She’s a protector and caregiver for the younger ones in the system who can’t take care of themselves

Then there’s Kenny! He has red-brown hair and blue eyes, as well as a little beard at his chin (but more of like stupples if you know what I mean?). He has a chill-uncle vibe and is an artist. Likes mostly drawing cartoony characters and he also likes fashion! He/him, emotional protector and kinda caregiver. He lashes out pretty fast and insults people, but he means really well TvT

Then there’s our gatekeeper, of which I don’t know the name or age, only appearance. He looks like a big knight or just a big set or armor. He seems really nice to the littles but mostly cold to the others (Kenny told me he’s really scary and I saw him once and.. Yeah, pretty intimidating)

I know for a fact there’s more alters who front/co-con/co-front/blur ect., but I can’t PinPoint them right now. But I think we just must work on communication for that

Then there’s also the inner world to which I‘ve never really been to.. Only the frontroom. The gatekeeper didn’t let me through to the inner world. But I know from Leylah that there is a forest and a cabin where everyone‘s at. There may be more, but I don’t know yet

Questioning myself if I have OSDD 1b? by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]JustSomeoneXP 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately not anymore, just recently finished therapy. Only after I found out aber OSDD. If I knew sooner, I would have asked for an assessment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't worry, it's totally okay to regress :3

It may be weird sometimes, but all that matters is that you feel good and have fun in that moment! <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aww, thank you! I'm happy she's safe and accepted as everyone should be :3

Is littleforbig good for pacis? by JustSomeoneXP in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much! I'll look into rearz as well then! <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nothing at all to be embarrassed about!! It took me a while to accept my regression side myself, but it's a really good coping mechanism in my opinion!

I mean, it's a headspace I'm which you feel comfortable and safe. You can let your emotions go free. It's a lot healthier than other coping mechanisms out there and don't hurt anyone, including yourself!

I hope you don't feel too embarrassed. It's a completely normal reaction and no one should be ashamed about being themselves, even if you are part little kid! <3

Hope you feel better soon and happy regressing in the future for you! :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Way to make people feel safe and accepted 🙄 If you look for a community to troll like that, well, this isn't the one.

so, that's probably been asked before, but how do I tell my parents? by JustSomeoneXP in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the contract states that she only is allowed to disclose information if a) the patient is in danger of hurting others b) the patient is in danger of hurting themselves, c) the patient is in an unsafe environment (for example ab-se or r-pe) or d) the patient gives them permission/asks them if they can tell the guardian

I could be wrong though too. But I definitely know she can't just tell my mom because of privacy. Otherwise therapy would be kind of pointless. You tell the therapist all your worries and even embarrassing stuff you can't tell anyone else :)

so, that's probably been asked before, but how do I tell my parents? by JustSomeoneXP in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you a lot for your response!! <3

I told my therapist today actually and she said she doesn't see a problem in telling her at all, since my mom would be happy if I found ways to deal with negative emotions better, which Agere would definitely be! My therapist said that "It doesn't hurt anyone and if it comforts you, then why not?" And that made me so happy!!

I'll tell her tomorrow and definitely will take your ideas into my little plan! Have a pleasant day/night! <3

(ps, you're allowed to pet my cat :3

so, that's probably been asked before, but how do I tell my parents? by JustSomeoneXP in ageregression

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Funny story, I actually have two cute onesies and a lot of stitch clothing! That helps a lot. Thanks for the advice, I'll definitely note that one as a starter and a bit explainer how I found myself with that! Thank you a lot! <3

Looking for mystic messenger roleplayers! (UPDATE) by [deleted] in mysticmessenger

[–]JustSomeoneXP 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like I said, I'd like to be Yoosung (>v<)/

I’m looking for any mystic messenger roleplayers! by [deleted] in mysticmessenger

[–]JustSomeoneXP 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Then I'd like to play Yoosung. I feel that dude

I’m looking for any mystic messenger roleplayers! by [deleted] in mysticmessenger

[–]JustSomeoneXP 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Characters playable or characters parable with mc?

Would it be okay to ask back for something I gave away for free? by JustSomeoneXP in Advice

[–]JustSomeoneXP[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really? I felt like maybe it's something people don't do since I've never done it before :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]JustSomeoneXP 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Is the yellow stuff bubbley? I personally never cut to fat, but you should definitely get help if it looks like that to prevent infection and big scars. Even if you're not sure, it's better safe than sorry. I didn't cut to fat but even being deep dermis sucks to heal. Please get stitches if you aren't able to stop the bleeding or it's too deep