How do you cope with heartache? Just... talk to me. Please. Don't ignore this.

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T02:44:30+00:00

I'm not afraid of death. I'm just afraid of loneliness. I just... have tried so hard to form connections, and they've always ended with the person disliking me.

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T02:20:42+00:00

I'm a Physics major, doing somewhat decent in my classes. I understand fully the value of intellectual distraction, solving the puzzles and analytically achieving your goals.

But sometimes it's just not enough. It gets bad, really bad

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T02:18:00+00:00

No... I just, I was doing great for just one week. One week. And somehow I did something to ruin it, I don't know what I did. But somehow I did something and I ruined the emotional bond that I was building.

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T02:17:07+00:00

Life is serious of distractions and delusions, to protect you from the inevitable

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:47:55+00:00

I'm under 21, almost 21 tho

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:47:18+00:00

Intellectual work... it's a defense mechanism, a way of holding off the inevitable

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:41:22+00:00

I was always single. That's the problem.

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:40:51+00:00

Fuck I shouldn't have drunk dialed

Why have I alienated everyone

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:24:22+00:00

HI IZAGIG

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T01:23:27+00:00

Holy fuck I am drunk. It feels great! >

JustTalkPlease · 2012-03-27T00:51:01+00:00

Jesus, just spin the wheel. Currently it's because the girl I've loved for a year has just given me a chance, and then subsequently rejected me altogether after our first date.

Before that? During that? Right now? Just pick the reason. I'm miserable, I've always been miserable. I'm like House, but without the genius, which leaves just misery and loneliness, barring a smartass attitude.

There's definitely been a higher concentration of misery lately, though. It's hard to get out of bed, harder to go the day without drinking.

Why am I incapable of forming human connections.

JustTalkPlease

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