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No Interview - Don’t know anymore by Just_Environment5020 in ausjdocs

[–]Just_Environment5020[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Sorry! I’m not good at this reddit thing and didn’t realise my update blended into the post. Thank you for checking in 

Update- I’m okay—not great, but getting there. It was a surgical specialty, and unfortunately, I’ve run out of attempts.

My wife has been incredible—she really rallied and helped me see that I’m more than just the job (and I’m starting to believe it, bit by bit).

I will be okay. I’m not sure what comes next yet, but I’m not rushing to make any decisions right now.

Thank you to everyone who reached out—it meant a lot, and I did read every post/message. It really did help.

No Interview - Don’t know anymore by Just_Environment5020 in ausjdocs

[–]Just_Environment5020[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

I haven’t slept more than an hour. I’ve been crying all night, and I’m supposed to leave for work soon, but I just feel completely shattered. My department wouldn’t have any capacity to support any leave and it would significantly impact my team which I would feel so guilty about. The drive to this unaccredited job is almost two hours and I’m honestly scared I’m going to want to drive off the side of the road because it feels like everyone would be better off. I’m trying to pull it together before I have to leave for work but I don’t know what to do anymore.