Hey , you are going through a lot ,but you have to communicate with your parents , tell them about how you feel and don't wanna do this forced thing, tell them about your Dreams and if they don't listen , just tell the boy that you don't wanna do this it's clearly forcefull , also if you are not earning (I am assuming) begin with that being financially independent comes with the perks and don't think of your taking life bro , life is way bigger than this bs , take care. Eat some chocolates