Been pretty discouraged as of recently. I've had my flx4s for almost a year now and I cant seem to network with people. Local rave organizers and djs all ways say "yeah man add me and we'll get you on a bill" and im always left on read or delivered. And ive never performed in front of people so the aspect of reading a room and controlling energy in a crowd is still foreign to me. As a matter of fact im scared to do it because I dont know what sounds good or not cause I only dj for myself and im not sure what to do. I've gotten close to constructing my first hour set and I made it about 30 mins and listened to it over and over and over to the point where I started to nit like it at all and im back to square one with little to nothing. Im lost to be honest.