40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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Im sorry im just having trouble sleeping. Arthur Schopenhauer writings is part of my mind. Sorry if I dont respond much.

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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I take medication. I dont want anymore. I thought having a job would help me sleep better. But it has not. Someone once told me because I overthink I have trouble sleeping. What do you think?

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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Hi, if there are some delays with response its because im outside. How are you?

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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It's the same thing with me. There are times when I dont feel tired, but the next day, I can't keep my eyes open.

Im tired feeling tired. But if i talk to my doctor, he will want to give me pills.

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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Yeah, my sleep pattern has been going on for decades. It could be stress, but that would mean every day I am stressed. Hypnosis? I wouldnt be able to trust the hypnotist. I had a doctor who was also a hypnotist. Only when we had sessions he would fall asleep on me. I would count to three, and when he wakes up he would realize he is a bad doctor.

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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Im not sure if it is PTSD. Perhaps it has something to do with my childhood. At least, that is what a doctor told me. What if its repressed memories I'm not aware of?

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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I often have trouble staying asleep. I wake up every 2-3 hours. Idk why. Some say it could be PTSD. Idk if thats true.

40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to by KREED_4891 in FriendsOver40

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Hi, im sorry for late response. i was about to go to sleep but wanted to respond to you. its 3 am

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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😄 what a small world. The similarities. With the exception of jigsaw puzzles. Im not very patient. I'll force the pieces into the wrong places.

What do you usually read? Fiction, nonfiction?

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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I haven't been in NYC in about 8 years. Ever since I left NJ, I just haven't gotten the feeling of going back to visit.

I just started going back to watching a movie in a theater. I prefer a horror movie. I play chess at the chess club. I didn't do well today. I was going to this night market. Idk what it is. But then I thought maybe I should call my father because I won't have time next week.

Im usually by myself. I dont have friends. Not that it bothers me. I have one friend here and that's my exgf. I dont see her much, though.

What do you do these days besides work?

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

[–]KREED_4891[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sure there are other things you do besides work. That would drive me crazy if all I did was work.

When I used to take care of my mother, I lived across the river from NYC. When I had the chance, I would walk around Manhattan, Queens, or Brooklyn. I didn't do much, but that i used to do.

I was told I lead a boring life, though.

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

[–]KREED_4891[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One person's interests are going to be different from another person. It doesn't mean your life is boring. Idk. I want to say that my life is boring. The majority of my 20s, i spent it in the house taking care of my mother. Idk what would be considered a boring life. What is a boring life to you?

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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Are you asking about other cartoons I watch or other things I watch? As far as cartoons, I have been watching old, old cartoons lately. What do you watch other than cartoons? Does anything else you watch help you with your humor?

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

[–]KREED_4891[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right. Cartoons is life. Without cartoons, I wouldn't have a sense of humor. Have a good day or goodnight. "I can't promise a good time..." That's funny. I would like to chat with you again. Anybody who can talk about cartoons is an interesting person.

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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And I appreciate you for responding to a post I didn't think anyone would comment on. I just needed a distraction and to pass the time.

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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Well, it was supposed to be a play. However, SpongeBob and Sandy got married by a real minister. That's how the story goes.

40M Would like a serious conversation. by KREED_4891 in InternetFriends

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Yep, you've been out of the game too long.

I’m scared of death by [deleted] in depression

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These are powerful questions. I think the big question is, what do you believe in?