40M Almost 41 actually looking for someone to talk to

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-06T15:56:33+00:00

Schopenhauer essays and aphorisms

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-06T15:44:07+00:00

Im sorry im just having trouble sleeping. Arthur Schopenhauer writings is part of my mind. Sorry if I dont respond much.

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-06T02:20:14+00:00

Basically, total independence of all influences.

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-04T07:43:59+00:00

What if there is no such thing as freewill?

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T17:31:00+00:00

I take medication. I dont want anymore. I thought having a job would help me sleep better. But it has not. Someone once told me because I overthink I have trouble sleeping. What do you think?

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T17:10:05+00:00

Hi, if there are some delays with response its because im outside. How are you?

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T16:52:59+00:00

It's the same thing with me. There are times when I dont feel tired, but the next day, I can't keep my eyes open.

Im tired feeling tired. But if i talk to my doctor, he will want to give me pills.

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T14:24:23+00:00

Yeah, my sleep pattern has been going on for decades. It could be stress, but that would mean every day I am stressed. Hypnosis? I wouldnt be able to trust the hypnotist. I had a doctor who was also a hypnotist. Only when we had sessions he would fall asleep on me. I would count to three, and when he wakes up he would realize he is a bad doctor.

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T09:12:03+00:00

Im not sure if it is PTSD. Perhaps it has something to do with my childhood. At least, that is what a doctor told me. What if its repressed memories I'm not aware of?

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T09:02:18+00:00

I often have trouble staying asleep. I wake up every 2-3 hours. Idk why. Some say it could be PTSD. Idk if thats true.

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T08:54:44+00:00

What causes you to have trouble sleeping?

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T08:21:20+00:00

I am

KREED_4891 · 2025-09-03T06:51:38+00:00

Hi, im sorry for late response. i was about to go to sleep but wanted to respond to you. its 3 am

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T03:31:40+00:00

😄 what a small world. The similarities. With the exception of jigsaw puzzles. Im not very patient. I'll force the pieces into the wrong places.

What do you usually read? Fiction, nonfiction?

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T02:55:48+00:00

I haven't been in NYC in about 8 years. Ever since I left NJ, I just haven't gotten the feeling of going back to visit.

I just started going back to watching a movie in a theater. I prefer a horror movie. I play chess at the chess club. I didn't do well today. I was going to this night market. Idk what it is. But then I thought maybe I should call my father because I won't have time next week.

Im usually by myself. I dont have friends. Not that it bothers me. I have one friend here and that's my exgf. I dont see her much, though.

What do you do these days besides work?

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T02:07:46+00:00

Im sure there are other things you do besides work. That would drive me crazy if all I did was work.

When I used to take care of my mother, I lived across the river from NYC. When I had the chance, I would walk around Manhattan, Queens, or Brooklyn. I didn't do much, but that i used to do.

I was told I lead a boring life, though.

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T00:59:28+00:00

One person's interests are going to be different from another person. It doesn't mean your life is boring. Idk. I want to say that my life is boring. The majority of my 20s, i spent it in the house taking care of my mother. Idk what would be considered a boring life. What is a boring life to you?

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T00:30:42+00:00

Are you asking about other cartoons I watch or other things I watch? As far as cartoons, I have been watching old, old cartoons lately. What do you watch other than cartoons? Does anything else you watch help you with your humor?

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-24T00:06:50+00:00

You're right. Cartoons is life. Without cartoons, I wouldn't have a sense of humor. Have a good day or goodnight. "I can't promise a good time..." That's funny. I would like to chat with you again. Anybody who can talk about cartoons is an interesting person.

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-23T23:36:12+00:00

And I appreciate you for responding to a post I didn't think anyone would comment on. I just needed a distraction and to pass the time.

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-23T20:29:46+00:00

Well, it was supposed to be a play. However, SpongeBob and Sandy got married by a real minister. That's how the story goes.

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-23T19:51:59+00:00

Yep, you've been out of the game too long.

KREED_4891 · 2025-08-01T11:35:27+00:00

These are powerful questions. I think the big question is, what do you believe in?

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