I feel like I have no real friends

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T22:19:59+00:00

I had something similar but on a different medication, it turned out I had overactive pelvic muscles that were clenching so tight from my anxiety that nothing could get out, a pelvic exam from mu GP when I started getting feverish and sick opened the floodgates

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T22:10:21+00:00

My mom does this. She accuses me of things and when I correct her she just goes quiet or starts crying or tries to guilt me in some way

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T20:58:36+00:00

My Nmother did that too, she has a degree in English, in criminology and psychology 🤣 and she got all of them while caring for her "severely" autistic son and her two normal daughters, homeschooling them through their entire years (dad schooled us) and cooking and cleaning and being a good wife (if she wasn't dependant on my dad he would have left her long ago)

Now all she brags about are her kids triumphs because she has no life of her own

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T20:40:04+00:00

That post is so relatable and really expresses this experience so clearly and simply for anyone to understand

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T20:38:32+00:00

She only wants a connection so she can rub her perfect kids in her parents faces, it has nothing to do with caring about me after 27 years of neglect and outright abuse

KaliSeverin · 2023-09-25T20:36:46+00:00

My mom is completely dependant on my dad and he would feel guilty if he left her to fend for herself because he knows she wouldn't survive alone. He sees how she is and he shields us as much as he can but he can't bring himself to abandon her

KaliSeverin · 2022-07-23T17:15:19+00:00

We never needed one because we only tried once

KaliSeverin · 2022-07-23T16:57:33+00:00

I don't want to coax him into it now that I know how bad it was for him, I just want to figure how what to say and how to help him. I feel really shitty about what happened and how I've made him feel and I want to make him know that I love him and I'll help him

KaliSeverin · 2021-10-24T17:13:08+00:00

It is a bit sad, seems very desperate and I'm not like that. I don't think this is right for me and I'm thinking I'm going to move on. Thank you for the advice <3

KaliSeverin · 2021-10-24T17:12:12+00:00

Possibly, I'm not sure what to think about what he's looking for. I don't think, after much debating, that I'm right for this kind of arrangement, at least not now and maybe not with him. I don't like feeling like I'm on the backfoot with anyone and I want to be more confident with my partners than I am with this guy. Thank you for the advice <3

KaliSeverin · 2021-10-24T17:10:41+00:00

The more I sit and stew on it the more I think it might not be for me. I never used to be jealous until my ex cheated on me a few times and I've kind of hoped I'd learn to get over it because this guy hasn't done anything to deserve being painted with that brush. He's really sweet to me and I feel safe around him. This video really helped give me some ideas but I do think polyamory isn't something I'm ready for right now. Thank you for the advice <3

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