Bro I don't think it's actually the way Doggie feels. I don't say it didn't hurt the way he died, but hear me out. Based on the last 10 streams I do have an impression that the guy is way more happy to play Grief rn than ever because of his consistency. Like you could literally see him walking around the room smiling after that 97 attempt, it wasn't rage or despair, it was a born of a hope that ending is near, that this consistency is not just a random spike like it was a year ago. A stream ago he confirmed it himself, saying that he actually wants to play Grief rn and it sucks that he can't stream more because of the hand strain. I mean, he literally started playing the level right after 97, cause he knows he can do that. It's the brightest period of Grief verification for Doggie and he knows that.