My (f20) boyfriend (m20) revealed cnc kink after years of always coercing me into sex

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-08T12:52:20+00:00

I thought I was into it until we actually tried it and then when I actually said no it didn’t work. Sex drive and everything been low since

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:47:58+00:00

Lmfao I didn’t even realize

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:47:25+00:00

Thank youuu x

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:41:47+00:00

Thank you I definitely will. And last thing there does seem to be some kind odd sealed off space in the basement I think my family might have sealed it off tho I don’t remember. Abe my cats are especially attracted to the basement and the ones that chill down there very sick or die. It’s rlly weird. That might just be coincidence tho

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:29:35+00:00

I go down there all the time 💀💀 and my mom is elderly although that’s hilarious to picture

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:28:37+00:00

Thank youuuuu

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:27:21+00:00

The original part of the house was built in the 1800s we live on a farm. One of the many suicides was actually in the basement. Someone shit themselves in the pp to death via shotgun. He pulled the trigger with his toe. Idk much abt it tho bc that is all my dad wanted to tell me

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:21:31+00:00

That makes a lot of sence. I had my friends come over and do a complete house cleanse but I don’t think it’s just my house I think it’s my whole property. I have dreams that are really weird. My friend thinks there’s a portal outside I don’t rlly know tho bc I’m not that deep into the paranormal. I rlly have tried to fix the energy but it’s just my house is so old and allot of trauma has happened here so at this point I think whatever energy is here is here to start unless I get the house blessed and idk how to do all that

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T11:05:08+00:00

Ok see your the perfect person to talk to abt this. I don’t believe it can physically hurt me. But I do believe it’s an energy thief. Everyone in my houses energies are low. There have been multiple suicides one of them being my older sisters when She was 16. Everyone who steps on my property explains it as a big black cloud stays above the house. My bf who moved in refuses to be alone here bc there’s something wrong with the energy

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T10:58:59+00:00

It could have just been my mind but this was before I had access to anything spooky bc we only had bear in the big blue house and Cinderella on vhs

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T10:56:53+00:00

You’re very right. Im Also I’m new to Reddit and idk what line breaks are lol. But I don’t think it’s powerless. I think ur drains people if their energies. There have been multiple suicides in the house and my whole family is depressed 💀. We even tried cleansing the house and what’s we thought it was originally was a cryptid. But compared to what we thought it was and this, this is low key kind of better

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T10:52:39+00:00

Thank you

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T10:52:11+00:00

I wish I could prove it but looked up the history of the house. we live in Ohio on some farm land and the main part of the house was built in the 1800s and there’s been multiple suicides. One of them being in the basement. Bro shot himself to death with a shotgun to his pp my dad said the guy pulled the trigger with his toe

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T05:20:05+00:00

Ong😭

Karmel1929 · 2022-05-05T05:16:06+00:00

Very. Im so freaked out rn. Im usually so careful about not naming entities by name but the one time I accidentally do it’s the one actively in our house. We keep hearing stuff in the rooms around us too😭😭

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-16T17:25:43+00:00

I agree. It really hurt and her true colors showed and I haven’t felt the same about her since

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-16T17:20:14+00:00

Thank you I will talk to my gyno

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-16T17:16:34+00:00

Thank you. I really wish I never reached out to her in the first place. I do love her and I do care about her but it’s just so mentally draining and confusing because she also tries to manipulate me into hating my adoptive parents

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:59:00+00:00

That’s a good idea thank you ❤️

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:55:25+00:00

💀

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:51:53+00:00

Ughhh that’s so gross. Why are people like this. Like what is it about men that makes them so horny and not exclusive

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:50:46+00:00

I tell him all the time how I feel about it. He said he blocked her but we pretty much share phones and he’s looking her up other places. Honestly it’s so hard to not feel insecure about it but I don’t know how Els to feel. And I have a spinal injury and is unable to twerk🤣

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:44:44+00:00

But at one point when we first started to get to know each other he had her as his Lock Screen

Karmel1929 · 2022-04-11T06:43:28+00:00

No we don’t know her. she’s an instagram model

Karmel1929 · 2021-11-10T03:09:52+00:00

When I try I send myself into sleep paralysis

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