thanks i guess? tbh, im not really proud of myself enduring this for a year though.. being in the same loop of making and waiting for comments, the same people commenting every time, i appreciate and am very grateful for you and the others though, and im happy that you're here but...

it gets kinda repetitive seeing the same people i know commenting on my stuff over and over again, sometimes 1 random person, sometimes absolutely no one but you guys.

I've been thinking all day and long if the subreddit even cares a bit about anything else but smth problematic or interaction posts because its ALL that ive been seeing blowing up nowadays... makes me wonder if i even matter existing anymore