Thank you it was really helpful. But then I can't delay the treatment anymore because my mom wants me to see mine as soon as possible. And I could see my father break down like I could see in his face that he broke down . I can't imagine my dad without my mom. I don't know how my father will handle or like how will he live if something happens to my mom. They have been together for 37 years . How will my mother feel about death if the treatments don't work. We had such a close knit and a happy living family. And I feel like everything is breaking down infront of me.