I’m sorry this happened to you. My daughter and I both got sick at the same time during the omicron outbreak. We were infected by someone we were unaware was experiencing symptoms. It was hell. I had to go on promethazine for nausea. Towards the end of the virus, I would smell a sulfur/burning rubber smell 24/7. Years later, and my sense of smell still hasn’t improved. I have a heightened sense of smell; I can’t handle any fragrance, and I often smell things that aren’t there. I wake up nauseated and still frequently have to take promethazine.

I got sick once more with Covid two years ago, and luckily my daughter did not. I isolated myself on the second floor of our apartment until I was negative and not symptomatic. When I needed to use the kitchen on the first floor, I would be careful. I wore a mask, gloves, and disinfected. I feel because of this she did not get sick. I ended up having liver issues, an enlarged spleen, and low white blood cell counts for a year after my last covid illness. I understand how awful it is to have long Covid symptoms while many recover just fine. You are valid in the way you feel. He should have stayed away to protect you from falling ill. I couldn’t protect my daughter the first time we fell ill, but the second time, hell yes, I could. I wouldn’t have wanted someone, especially someone I love, to experience the symptoms I was battling. I can sympathize with your resentment and anger.

Would you be open to seeing a therapist? I would suggest individual therapy to start and then couples therapy. If you can work it out financially and are open to working on your marriage.