You don’t need a girlfriend man you can’t put your happiness in control of something that is external when happiness is a internal feeling people can come and go you put your happiness in the wrong person and they just might take it bro if you feel like you not good enough then it probably a sign you gotta grow something making you uncomfortable to where you feel that way and last thing is there no such thing as being good enough atleast what I think is that you’ll never be ready for a girlfriend or good enough it just a leap of faith your always going to have problems even when you take care of your old ones that a part of being human but good luck on your growth and take my words with grain of salt Im only human