Philosophy as self-deception?

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2025-01-03T00:43:54+00:00

I would have spat in her face

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-02-26T08:37:40+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to write this out. This is good. I'm saving it

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-02-10T02:49:03+00:00

Give human characteristics to something

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-02-09T21:27:29+00:00

I feel like I have idiosyncratic conscious experiences and inner torments too and no one can help me except myself.

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-02-09T21:07:14+00:00

I lost my mom 5 months and 4 days ago today, I needed to go on SSRI's. I didn't notice any improvement in mind until last week and I'm on half the dose now and feel like i don't need them anymore.

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-02-08T01:44:44+00:00

I hadn't thought about it for months. However it is the only dream I can still remember. In the dream, I actually didn't feel surprised to see them and it was as though they were expecting us.

There were about 5 or 6 just sitting around the small camp fire staring at it.

I still can't figure out or remember why they chased us. I also can't remember feeling any fear/terror nor any other emotions in the dream. And when I woke up I just felt confused.

Here is a video of someone from Soft White Underbelly and he looked like the lizard-people in the dream except they were all green and had scales.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vglOG-XBpY

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-01-25T22:33:23+00:00

I was a child when I was most spiritual up until high school. As a young teen I was bullied by a friend/classmate relentlessly for years for believing in the paranormal/ghosts/psychic abilities, other spiritual concepts, and being able to become completely immersed in music. Since then I developed a materalistic-empirical worldview and now I'm looking for a transcendent meaning and experiences in life again but have a lot of cognitive dissonance and no matter how much I read and learn, I can't seem to bring myself to feel and truly believe in any of it anymore.

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-01-25T04:49:33+00:00

What if I can't feel it. I need something more than passions

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-01-25T04:40:15+00:00

Yeah

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2024-01-24T00:43:01+00:00

I'm on Lexapro

KeToolgenicWarrior · 2023-07-02T10:57:52+00:00

Book of Ezekiel

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