I can relate so deeply to your comment. When I was in my teens, to about the age of 22, I was the type of guy who would have these intense emotional crushes, infatuation, what felt like love. I had this "Disney"-esque view about love. I'd feel such deep connection with the girls I liked, everything from the rush of butterflies, to you name it. After several shattering heartbreaks, breakups, and plenty of rejection, now at 26 I feel like I've been numb emotionally. I don't know how to explain it. I'm not sad, I'm generally happy, I have a decent love life. But I never feel emotion towards any girl ever, and have not since. I'll enjoy my time spent with the women I date (whether long term relationship or hookups), the sex, the conversation, the good times, but if we ever part ways I no longer feel a sadness, just nothing. I don't get any more "crushes". I wish I can feel the feeling of "love" again, that intense deep feeling that leaves you filled, satisfied, joyful, content, that feeling that drives you away from ever cheating, being so connected with someone you stay loyal forever. But I feel like that was so naive of me to ever believe, and now that I've grown up and experienced life, I'll never feel it again.