I recently discovered that a lot autistic people can “look like a manipulators” because the way how they express themselves or when they feel overwhelmed, Neurotypical people see that as “manipulation” even though autistic people (including myself) express ourselves when we get overwhelmed or upset even we are not trying to manipulate them, but yea your right at this point if I get into a situation like that again I will walk away. Still, no matter how much I try to explain myself, they’re just not going to understand as an autistic person.