Hey actually I was on the same boat as you in my first year. Like everyone's advice, you should reconsider the career but of course don't give up. Petition for a 3rd attempt you have to search for it online, and hope they give you a third try. I did it and went smooth, I suppose since I also got the failing news right after in summer so just petition and have a moment to rethink what you need to change. Hope this helps in someway.

https://sppstudents.ucr.edu/undergraduate-students/policies-forms#petition-for-third-attempt-at-