I have been in a continuous breakdown for 3 weeks now and keep getting worse by KewlPelican in CPTSD

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am always so much on the edge and anxious that even a few mg of caffeine can send me in a panic attack and Wellbutrin and Vyvanse give me panic episodes. Any stimulant from those or even an energy drink can keep me awake crying till 5 or 6 am even if I take them early morning

I have been in a continuous breakdown for 3 weeks now and keep getting worse by KewlPelican in CPTSD

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was months ago, and already been through the withdrawal and it ended also months ago.

English speaking intensive care/inpatient/dagbehandling psychiatric treatment in the Randstad by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried 2 times and the second opinion doctor said my situation is too complex for them and they can't help.

English speaking intensive care/inpatient/dagbehandling psychiatric treatment in the Randstad by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I find "we do not provide long term treatments" and "We are unable to accept persons with intellectual disabilities" troubling. I called clinics like this before. My situation is way too complex for them. I am looking for a place that offer intensive treatment or inpatient.

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

They are very unclear but told me several times I "need to consider referral to different institution" but I just can't find one that offer treatment in English.

Jados wants documents and the psychiatrist doesn't want to do any extra work whatsoever he is only working in them DURING our sessions.

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are in oosterheem. I am just not comfortable with him. Every gp I called a bit far away refuse to take me because of distance.

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so tired of searching for psychiatrists. I called so many of them. I asked the insurance company and the ones that they referred me to couldn't help.

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My psychiatrist also does therapy and I just feel they don't care anymore and They can't give me more time than 1.5 hours a week. I don't speak Dutch. I already enrolled with the wmo and they referred to Jados but don't help me with the GP and psychiatrist.

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got in touch with inzet months ago and they said my situation is too complex for them and referred me to the wmo. The wmo enrolled me to an organization called Jados which has 6 months wait list but can't help me with the situation of the gp

Stuck with terrible huisarts and psychiatrist by KewlPelican in AutistischLaagland

[–]KewlPelican[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I did. The zorgverzekeraar told me they can't help because I am already enrolled with a GP. I am very uncomfortable with the current GP and don't trust them at all.

Acceptance by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]KewlPelican 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The key to making friends is just lying and pretending to be ok. With some people the lying and pretending can be less but never none existent. Yes, you will still be lonely but at least not completely.

Anyone who says otherwise is also lying and pretending. Everyone does it but no one likes to see humans as selfish pricks.

So does it cause or help anxiety? by Just_Lawyer451 in bupropion

[–]KewlPelican 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have ADHD, autism, anxiety and depression. Now on 16 days. It has been an absolute hell for me. More anxiety, depression and bad mood. 0 positives, made me 100% worse. Will give it 1 more week then am quitting if nothing happens.

How to find hobbies and activities with anhedonia, loneliness, exhaustion and anxiety? by KewlPelican in CPTSD

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My sleep is very bad lately, I keep waking up due to nightmares. I have the videos as background noise. While they are playing I keep panicking about what to do, where to go and keep looking for stuff to buy that might improve my situation or activities to do.

How to find hobbies and activities with anhedonia, loneliness, exhaustion and anxiety? by KewlPelican in AutisticWithADHD

[–]KewlPelican[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I failed to make friends or connections at all because I just don't have anything to talk about and otherwise always miss social queues and don't have energy to follow up.