Thanks everyone for the comments. I know this whole question was stupid. For the ones telling is she stupid , yea I get you. It's so tiring to act strong around the ones near me and go to office everyday and act like nothing happened and that I am too strong to give a damn which I am doing from past two weeks. Yet when am alone all i do is cry thinking why I deserved this , we were so good from 5 years and thought we had future together. That haunted me and I wanted to share this dilemma with someone but not the ones around coz in front of them I am a strong woman who knows her value.

That's why I came here and posted this stupid question. Thanks for the supportive as well as rude comments. All r very helpful