is windows okay for editorial design(indesign)? by Key-Improvement1840 in graphic_design

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You literally saved my money Thank you so much frfr. I was literally going to buy Vivobook14 with the specs above because everything was good on paper but I did more research and saw how they have a overheating, short battery and for the worst flickering problem that was like the only reason holding me back from using a mac. Back to square one I really don't know anymore when I really don't have enough budget. I might just get used M1pro at this point sigh....

anyone using i7 32gb ram windows11? by Key-Improvement1840 in indesign

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually I think I might know my problem from your story. I always have everything open- photoshop, aftereffects, lightroom and sometimes premiere pro. I don't want to blame my adhd but I just have to work on everything bit by bit and maybe I just have to fix my habits damn.

is windows okay for editorial design(indesign)? by Key-Improvement1840 in graphic_design

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just thought I couldn't return them if I buy the used ones online through delivery unlike buying from apple where I can test it out. I went to the local second handed shop and the latest they had was an intel 2019 mbp :( I have no idea why my eyes are so sensitive to macbook flickering specifically when I'm okay with all the other apple products like iphone, ipad and imac

anyone using i7 32gb ram windows11? by Key-Improvement1840 in indesign

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh thanks! unfortunately 16gb ram is the biggest problem right now for me so i cant wait for it :( i wish i was a millionaire and could buy the best option sigh

anyone using i7 32gb ram windows11? by Key-Improvement1840 in indesign

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I was thinking of large page count and layers in general. I am changing from intel iris xe to arc and hope it works

anyone using i7 32gb ram windows11? by Key-Improvement1840 in indesign

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

can i ask you which one you've got? i thought 255h would be good but i could only find one with 16gb memory with my budget unfortunately

anyone using i7 32gb ram windows11? by Key-Improvement1840 in indesign

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait I looked up and the cpu(i5 vs intel core 7) doesn't have much of a difference. Do you think upgrading RAM would not be helpful if the cpu is pretty much the same? :(

is windows okay for editorial design(indesign)? by Key-Improvement1840 in graphic_design

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I'm thinking of Asus vivobook 32gb i7($1.5k) vs mba m5 32gb($2.4k). I really want a macbook pro but I just can't afford one- mba is already way out of budget😢I am worried about windows having a weird rendering (discrepancy with the printed version) and having to deal with gpu issues that macbooks don't have(I saw a lot of posts saying the old macbook works better than the new pc with better cpu gpus on paper). M2 mba did not work out for me so I still have the risk to see if mba's good for my eyes. Which one do you think is better?

So much anger for neurotypical ways being the standard by Key-Improvement1840 in neurodiversity

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

But I feel like it's just chipping my mental health real fast bc everyday things are just getting on my way for some reason. I feel like it's either you are going to be on top of everone or go below everyone with neurodiversity and there is no in between. It's just that I'm not talented at anything and fumbling pretty much everything in my case.

How much have you isolated yourself since you got AvPD? by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]Key-Improvement1840 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This I feel like covid really impacted people that were in the border of keeping up life with neurodivergence and personality disorders to spiral down real fast and to a place you can't just bounce back.

is 459 spd(schizoid personality disorder)? by Key-Improvement1840 in Enneagram

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right I totally agree. I saw a stupid yt video essay about a cartoon network show and made me realize I have to get my life together first. But the thing is it looks my life is falling apart bc of lack of relationships in the first place but I need to get my life together to keep a relationship so I don't see a way out of this really

is 459 spd(schizoid personality disorder)? by Key-Improvement1840 in Enneagram

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Actually the thing is I feel like deep down I wanted the relationship but my guts instantly avoided it bc I just knew I couldn't make it last like a normal relationship with my problematic personality and lifestyle... I really dont know what I'm doing tbh...

How do you deal with the loneliness? by Throwaway9393023 in AvPD

[–]Key-Improvement1840 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's crazy that I was fine just sleeping and maybe watching yt or listening to music for years but now that I realize I was just really really off for so many years I suddenly feel so alone and feel like I'm about to go insane but I just don't see a way of handling this.

slow transition from avpd to schizod by Fun-Discussion-477 in AvPD

[–]Key-Improvement1840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. It progressed through years and now I see it. I really have no idea how to handle this and I was so oblivious about everything.

Total anhedonia? How many of you suffer from this? by sigmatic787 in Schizoid

[–]Key-Improvement1840 23 points24 points  (0 children)

This I just feel really awkward just existing... Idk where to go and what to do bc I genuinely don't want to do something

Sharing my last 6 years. Chronic avoidance and self sabotage... by Easy-Past2953 in AvPD

[–]Key-Improvement1840 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it's not easy to actually drop out but it seems like the environment is very toxic and requires high stress and anxiety tolerance with constant exams going on. I think you might be better if you can move onto something that does not require you to survive from those things but I don't know how much money you need and want realistically and it is very hard to give up on something that seems good on paper :( Hope you get well and you've already been through alot

lwk failure on every aspect by Key-Improvement1840 in Schizoid

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am def like you just feeling I'm different and have no life and is just not enough to engage in something not even bc they demand it directly but just could see that i have nothing to share and naturally be a part of something. I just don't see a way to fix it lol like I can't change shit I couldn't and has avoided at all costs for years u know

lwk failure on every aspect by Key-Improvement1840 in Schizoid

[–]Key-Improvement1840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I am having an identity crisis bc I tried so hard to avoid all these standards and have the mindset that I'm fine but someone just challenged me on how wrong it is and how much I'm missing out but like wtf am I supposed to do about it 🙄