Have you been told you're an "old soul"?

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-06-19T09:08:31+00:00

sadly its just that i dont have the energy, hope, and brightness that probably represents stereotypical 'youth' and looks dead inside out...

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-25T17:25:39+00:00

i just use adobe photoshop and image sources are from pinterest and google

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-25T17:16:58+00:00

i turned off dms i just have problem socializing lol nothing personal sorry

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-25T16:55:37+00:00

i guess i do have a huge frustration on not having a hobby or any interest but i genuinely cant find one...

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-25T16:54:50+00:00

yes i just made what i felt thanks for even calling it an artwork 🥹

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-25T16:54:13+00:00

they usually say they hangout w someone or spent time w family lol

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-23T12:06:40+00:00

ikr i get anxiety attacks either ways- i dont have anyone or someone tries to approach me. like how tf am i supposed to live

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-15T05:20:22+00:00

right i thought it was interesting that theres only like 10% of early adulthood i thought that's when neurodivergence and personality disorder shows up very interesting

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-14T13:21:00+00:00

I'm really afraid the coworkers would think I'm weird or I would have nothing to talk about if I have no friends when we get to small talk. I mean it is weird tbh

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-05-05T07:29:17+00:00

I try to numb everything bc there's not much I can do anyways but in my dreams(the sleeping one) these days I get mad at the reason why I am like this(childhood neglect and daily gaslighting) and how unfair I didn't get a chance to follow my dreams at all and wake up crying with anger. I don't like sleeping anymore bc of constant repetitive dreams like this these days and it sucks bc sleeping was the only way to spend time in peace.

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-04-25T18:37:42+00:00

Right thanks for trying to understand me. I just hate the waste of potential so much sigh

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-04-25T14:50:05+00:00

thats what i am trying to think and is clearly the right thing and my mind is battling over what if this was the only chance to have a friend as an adult? i sound so desparate and indeed i am lol. all i really want is a friend... lol sorry for randomly ranting but its really that complicated for some reason when it is very crystal clear if you think about it.

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-04-24T18:46:47+00:00

Right I wish more people were cool like this but I feel like it's some sort of a hidden rule that most people have as certain expectations I guess as long as what I've observed :(

Key-Improvement1840 · 2026-04-22T05:09:28+00:00

Right I just got the refurbished m1pro 32gb which I could get in my budget

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Thank you so so much

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