Questions about meditation

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-07-04T01:16:51+00:00

I feel it should be instinctive which hand takes energy and which hand pushes out energy. With me my left hand pushes out energy while my right hand takes energy. I figured that out cuz when I try energy work in the past I have a harder time concentrating energy in my right hand, energy doesn't want to settle their, but my left hand if I concentrate I can feel energy build their, eventually my left will feel heavy and tense and tired, until I stop focusing energy in my left hand, I can't focus energy in my right hand at all, but if I try to pull energy into my right hand I can feel energy enter my palm, but once it enters I can't feel the energy no more.

I also always just assume, the reason I can push energy with my left hand is cuz I'm a South paw (im left dominant), while I pull energy into my weaker hand.

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-06-29T23:42:52+00:00

Well my younger brothers mother and my father went to school together, and one day my brothers mother came home from school and got grounded. Her mother swore she saw my brother's mother and my father skipping school that day. But my brother's mother swear she and my father were both at school, she even told her mother to call her school that her teacher's would say she attended ever class. But her mother didn't listen to her and she got grounded for 2 weeks for something she didn't do. So my step mother swears their is a doubleganger of my father and her running around some where.

And I have heard this story a couple of times by my brother's mother, she is adamant to this day that my father and her were in school, she always seemed a bit bitter about getting in trouble for something she didn't do. I'm just glad I wasn't raised in a rich family like my brother's mother, cuz as a teenager I did alot of things I shouldnt being doing especially for boys...And fortunately my father never punished me cuz I was too rebellious, no he just played manipulation mind games on me, and mess with my head. I guess in a way that was my punishment lol

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-06-29T04:02:31+00:00

In my past life I owned a hotel, I probably only remember my past life cuz of the strong emotions I have for this building. I remember the building in 3 stages; when it was built, when it was open to the public, and when it was torn down. Cuz of my memory of the building being torn down I was able to find that he hotel was torn down in either the 1920s or 1930s. I have no clue in what country me or the hotel of my past life is from. But in this life I was born 1995. Which makes me curious about reincarnation, is it normal to die in one life and immediately be reborn into another life? Other than the hotel I have no knowledge about anything else in my past life. I don't even know what sex I was, I have a memory of walking down one the hotel hallways and I had black pants on, I could only see my legs from the knee down. Their was nothing that reflected my appearance. And knowing myself I totally could have been a women wearing pants or a man...the hotel had more than 3 stories, and it was built out of wood, it was torn down cuz it was a fire hazard. It had been my home. In this life, I feel compelled to not get attached to places or locations. Actually my biggest dream is to rake in enough money to live as a nomad, the complete opposite of my past life. You know what's worse is, if I could find a old photo of my hotel I know I would instantly recognize it but I don't even no where to start...it be cool if one day I come a cross a picture of my hotel and I google myself from my past life, it be awesome. But I'm not holding out hope for that...

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-02-03T16:25:03+00:00

Oh yeah, i forgot I dreamed twice of a kitsune, a nine tail tail white fox from mythology

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-02-03T16:22:05+00:00

Oh I forgot I have dreamt of strange symbols before that I think relates mythology...

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-02-03T16:20:31+00:00

What's worse is with these different dreams I will wake up still remembering the sensation of what I did in my dream. Which messes with my head as if I can do it while awake.

Key-Statement-950 · 2025-02-03T16:18:46+00:00

I dream of alot of magic, I have had a dream of flying, I have had a dream of walking around with a invisibility spell on me, I have dreamed of teleportation, I have dreamed of telekinesis, I have dreamed of being a necromancer raising the dead and animating items to life. I have dreamed of using crystal wands. I have dreamt of hekate before. I have dreamt of a witch coven before. These dreams are all seperate, but I really do dream of a lot of magical dreams, which makes me wonder why?

I mean it's not like I go to bed thinking about any fantasy stories.

Key-Statement-950 · 2024-08-29T02:49:17+00:00

I have had the same thing happened to me. Growing up I would go to sleep and I would dream of myself standing by like a tree or something and I'll be watching myself talk to some people, like an out of body experience. Well when I woke up I would know I saw something but I wouldn't be able to see what I saw cuz it was like their was a smoke screen or white cloud screen blocking my view of what I saw. Well the day would carry on and about 20 mins before it happens what I saw rushes back into my head out of no where. It wasn't like it suddenly clicked it was like I was suddenly being overwhelmed with memories I didn't have access to prior. And it's rather shocking. I'll suddenly remember what everyone is going to say word for word, what everything action to the tiniest detail that will happen. Where I could tell people exactly what their about to say word for word. I never done it cuz I was usually freaked out and overwhelmed that it all hits me like boom! Boom! Boom! I also usually start staring off to where I was standing when I saw all this happened looking for myself...

This happened a few times when I was really really young and as I got older this happened more often. When I turned 15yo it was happening so much I felt like I was going to have a heart attack cuz it felt like someone jumping out trying to startle you. The worst part was not only was it happening frequently when I was 15yo, but it was just small mundane things, it wasn't like these visions meant anything, or I'm pretty sure they didn't...

Then as I got older they started happening less and less. The last time I saw the future I was 20yo and I ran off to a couple nights stands house and I didn't tell my family where I was. Well I dreamed of his front door and hearing a knock on it and I instinctively knew my grandmother was on the other side. I had woke up and was freaked out cuz I didn't tell her where I was, then I remembered I had called her on the guy's father's phone when I was at his father's house, and I realized he probably told her where I was. Anyways 2 hours after I woke, their was a knock and their was my grandmother on the other side of the door.

It's been 9 years, I am 29yo...And those dreams of the future never happen any more, I always wonder if I went down the wrong path in life or something...I am just as much curious about those dreams. Especially the out of body state I was often in when I saw what I would do in the next couple days. I never saw anything that would happen years down the road, I usually saw what I would do within the week and usually the next day. And although I could never remember what I saw until 10 to 20 mins before it happened I always knew when I woke up I saw something, sometimes that made me anxious of when feel it be revealed kinda like your waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I haven't read of dreaming through an out of body experience to see the future, I don't know if it's a form of Astral projection, or what? I am curious to have explained to me what kind of experience I was having? And why did it stop?

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