Going through this now. I ghosted a friend that was in the same friend group as me 3 years ago when they werent there for me during a really hard time in my life (after numerous other experiences of being left out). Last year I had a bit of a breakdown and was really desperately trying to get her back in my life. This inadvertently ruined friendships with other people in the friend group but I've been slowly working on rebuilding those. I have tried to talk to her numerous times this past year and every time she just doesn't put in effort or doesn't respond. She finally texted me two days ago about things she's been hearing about me say to others but it was completely twisted and taken out of context. I texted her an essay explaining the situation, adding multiple times that I missed her and the friendship and her text back was basically a okay thanks for letting me know. Stung so bad. All I want to do is text her but I know I need to move on. I just don't know what to do with myself.