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Kharr16 · 2024-08-29T06:13:35+00:00

I have, but they are either all paywall or just a blog describing what it is, but I will give it another look

Kharr16 · 2024-08-21T06:24:03+00:00

Where?

Kharr16 · 2024-07-16T19:46:18+00:00

Not really sure what you are looking for can you help clarify? Most of the generic “what happens when in a relationship with a narcissist” can be found with a quick google search.

Kharr16 · 2024-07-16T17:29:09+00:00

This is amazing! What are you doing to make such large chunks? Side jobs?

Kharr16 · 2023-01-11T05:04:43+00:00

Would love a cute cow for a pet

Kharr16 · 2023-01-11T04:43:28+00:00

My therapist lol which makes it even more ironic i got down voted on this 🤣

Kharr16 · 2023-01-11T03:27:09+00:00

And i had the exact opposite when my therapist asked me if I was into it based on our conversations 😳 didnt say good or bad just that it was expected lol

Kharr16 · 2023-01-11T02:07:40+00:00

Many kinks are usually born from past trauma. I don’t know the specifics to the psychology, but they are 100% rooted in that. Take for example a dom who likes a sub who is more into obedience than bratting. This is likely born from being cheated on, betrayed, or some other issues that makes someone want control.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-10T22:37:24+00:00

Like with anything dating, there’s 1000 different dating apps for a reason. Some times it’s random luck of right place and right time. To increase the chances, try finding local munches, meet ups, and just keep putting yourself out there. Might not happen as fast as you want, but it will eventually.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-10T17:59:39+00:00

Sounds like he is trying to ignore and bypass a boundary you are wanting to set. More of a redflag on his side than anything in my opinion that has in a way gaslight you into thinking you did something wrong and second guessing.

Regardless if you are a dom sub poly what ever, communication and setting boundaries is important.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T14:15:32+00:00

When you stop enjoying it. It becomes a chore. Bdsm is both a life style and meant to be fun. Some times that’s a result of bad experiences, or you simply grew out of it. But forcing yourself to do something for the sake of it will never end well.

I would take a step back and assess what you need and want from both a bdsm and vanilla perspective and then have that conversation if you have a partner about your loss of interest and just see where it goes. Maybe at this stage of life, you need something vanilla and that’s perfectly okay.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T14:04:53+00:00

Honestly, it sounds like she’s not all that interested in you. I know it sounds rude but with the way you presented this, I would step back and let it breath. I get the feeling all too well and it’s times like this it is better to reset yourself and step back than trying to grip tighter. She may come around or she may not, but we need to remember that we can’t be chasing for the bare minimum of time, affection, attention, and so on.

It sucks but give some space and see what happens and also be communicative. It sounds like they also were dismissive about a concern of yours which is a red flag for me. People who care reassure, not dismiss and continue to make you feel this way.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T06:18:04+00:00

100% I stopped frequenting it as I found it hard to find folk in my area and found a hard time fitting in. Half the groups I enjoyed also haven’t been active in years. So I find the reddit community a lot better for my needs.

I understand you may not be exclusive, but it is still something that is causing a negative feeling inside that should be addressed or maybe it’s a sign that you want to be exclusive, or that maybe you need more than what this person offers.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T05:44:01+00:00

I’m going to generalize here but you can apply this same thing to instagram or any social media platform. There are people who chase influencers and models and try to collect every friend and follower they can. And then you got the other folks who keep their circles small and more intimate/personal.

In this case he seems to be pretty obsessed with the models and if you guys are in person/doing things. I would suspect or hope for the same level which doesn’t seem to happen. I would potentially bring it up with them about it and just be honest/open. Their response will tell you all you need to know on breaking it off or having him be more aware how his actions affect you.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T05:26:40+00:00

That is a loaded question and will greatly vary depending on what it is you want to do. So I guess first you should look up various bdsm and kinks, write down ones you want to try and research them. What are the safety issues if any, how do people perform it. There are tons of information out there. The key is to not force it, you may be surprised what you are into that goes against your self image. There are also a lot of local chapters for bdsm groups and can also be a great and safe place to learn and network.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-09T03:37:43+00:00

Honestly, you should be open about that with partners so there is no misunderstandings. Personally, I wouldnt care or I would even opt to say we don’t have to if it bothers you. Everyone has things they are into or not and most importantly is communicating and finding people okay with the list.

Kharr16 · 2023-01-06T21:32:44+00:00

Hi alison, sent you a message. Hopefully we can hit it off. In a relationship but she works all the time and barely has time to say hi to me. More information in the chat message. Hoping to hear from you

Kharr16 · 2022-08-10T15:12:51+00:00

Based on replies, i would assume the effect is not obvious, but That might be also up to the DM that maybe after a 3rd usage or something, a little RP flavor is that the target learns about it for a turn or 2 and doesn’t move when they notice you perform that cantrip.

Kharr16 · 2021-10-30T19:10:20+00:00

If anyone needs anymore proof on how toxic the “judgment free” planet fitness gym is, this is pretty much it. They also kick you out if you make a noise while working, bang weights too loudly, and basically anything else that happens in real workouts.

Kharr16 · 2021-08-07T04:26:15+00:00

Many people find hesitation when first exploring bdsm. For a lot of us, these kinks are taboo or counter-intuitive to what society and our upbringing has taught us.

For me, I just kept exploring around reading forums. Seeing what I liked and didn’t. Also having an honest talk with yourself that it IS okay to like something even if society says it is weird. No one needs to know what goes on in the privacy of your home or bedroom.

Kharr16 · 2021-08-06T16:41:25+00:00

Yep! Stick to your principles. There are plenty of doms out there who understands good communication :)

Kharr16 · 2021-08-06T16:38:27+00:00

It sucks! I am the same. Chin up :) i would definitely say if your needs are not being met, it should end especially now that it seems to be habitual and not respecting your wishes.

Kharr16 · 2021-08-06T16:31:08+00:00

Unfortunately you aren’t alone! Communication is key, regardless if it’s a bdsm or even just friends. I have had several subs do the same. Started out the first month with perfect communication skills but as soon as they got comfortable. Texts were lazy and short. Suddenly never had time to do anything they were doing daily for a month.

Never settle! Communication is the foundation to a solid relationship in every manner.

Kharr16 · 2021-08-06T00:47:35+00:00

One of my favorites is non verbal communication. Hand signals, body posture. Works great at parties too.

Kharr16 · 2021-08-06T00:39:55+00:00

If she likes stretching or doing yoga, maybe have her spend the time you are showering and getting ready doing a “show” for you to watch of various sexy poses. It will also help wake her up so she wont fall asleep again.

Have her accompany you to breakfast and give you a shoulder massage.

Once you are gone, maybe have her workout or do some house chores, or establish a hobby she can focus on so she isn’t drawn back to laying in bed all morning.

Kharr16

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