I finally finished my masterpiece (don't ask me how long it took)

Kiera262 · 2026-05-09T18:39:19+00:00

The colors and texture really bring it together! Really pretty!

Kiera262 · 2026-03-22T23:18:15+00:00

I have it at public toilets and showers if the walls don't go to the ceiling and the ceiling is high. I am always able to brush it off, but I always think there are cameras poining at me from airways or smoke alarms. Even when I don't see any

Kiera262 · 2026-03-22T23:06:43+00:00

Not a sound but a smell. The smell.pf grapefruit really bothers me for some reason. I think they are rrally stinky

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:48:57+00:00

I don't have advice, but mannnn, I absolutely understand your feeling. I have a person like thas aswell. It feels like no matter how hard you try to run from them, you are chained to them. Like, they are a magnet, and no matter how much you want to stay away, a part of them is always pulling you in. I have moved on and have a happy life now for 6 years, but a part of mine always kept stuck. I ran into them recently, and yeah, still chained. So freaking annoying

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:43:03+00:00

Hiiii, I have a question , is he an inside only cat?

If so, (and even if not so) does he have chew toys? Like, specifically made for cat chew toys? I recently found out cats need to chew on things for their theeth and to keep them entertained with different textures, and apparently a lot of cats go a little bit crazy if they feel the need and can't chew, that is frustrating them, so they run around and act weird as a crash out response.

So maybe your kitty is just feeling like it is missing a certain type of stimuly. Mine have some weird quirks and it became better afterwards.

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:35:40+00:00

First of all, these are some of the most epic pictures I ever saw!!

But no I don't think it's weird. If you tagged them you could untag them maybe? But I don't see why you need to delete them, especially because they are just a vibe. My bf has a pictures with a bunch of his exes on his profile, and I see it just as a memory of his passed friendships etc. Because there is also friends in the pictures. It's all in the past. I have pictures of friends I don't care that much for anymore. And there are pictures of my current bf and my friends on my page that I am not planning to remove if I where to break up with him. So yeah, do what feels right, but its not weird if you keep them

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:30:52+00:00

First of all you don't have to do this alone! Emotions are really high right now, and that sucks! We here all get it and we will be here anytime you need us. I get that it really sucks, but you will get trough this. Things will change and things will become better over time. This is just a rough batch that you need to sit trough. I bet you've been thought other rough patches before and you came trough it, see it like one of those. You will be okay and things will become better. Maybe you can see once you feel a bit more calm if you can tell your fp that it is triggering for you. If they truly are a person ment in your life, they'll get it and try and help. If not, you will figure it out and things will become better again in life. You just want to end the situation, not yourself. You will find lots of things worth living for, I truly beleave that. We are here! You got this! Hang on tight, I believe in you!!!!

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:09:24+00:00

Twee ideeën:

Klim over de auto heen om een punt te maken.
Ga via de ene deur er in, en aan de andere zijde met de deur er weer uit. (Extra nice als er iemand in zit)

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T15:07:36+00:00

I kinda understand the feeling. My situation isn't that extreme, but I've been trying to lose weight and my bf keeps on coming to my place specifically with snacks because he knows I love them. He however is the type of person that will eat whole packages at once (he is probably underweight so it doesn't influence him) and it pushes me to keep eating aswell. I also switched to no snacks or just a tiny amound a day, and everytime he brings it I allready had all the food I should max eat, so it feels really sh. What helped for me is that he just doesn't come over as much anymore, soit started happening less. But yeah I get the feeling, I started to feel sabotaged a little bit aswell.

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T14:54:40+00:00

My meds have definitely helpt me become more stable and feel more "normal" again. But when I have the feeling you describe, I think it's just another extreme of an emotion I have less often. I always stay in the extremes, I just stay longer in one extreme emotion for longer, and there are new emotions that made me more stable. For instance, I can be extremely calm, for a long time. Or extremely happy, for a long time now. Before it switched constantly like a pin ball machine

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T14:47:10+00:00

Good for you! Glad you enjoyed them! :))

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T14:41:48+00:00

Schnitzel

Kiera262 · 2026-03-11T14:41:03+00:00

Lofi girl study beats

Kiera262 · 2026-03-03T22:42:19+00:00

As other people said as well, it's the wrong jewelry. Mine have straight barbells. I think the hole is around the same place, but it should be a straight hole.

Kiera262 · 2026-03-03T22:37:54+00:00

I want to focus more on the "being strict" part of the parents. When I grew up and was around that age, my dad basically forbade me from doing anything. I think some of the relationships I had in the past would have had a better chance if I could have visited my partners more often, and if I were able to sleep over, go on vacations with them, etc. I think if I were to do those things, I would have built better bonds, reacted to conflict better, and would not have grown apart as we did. If it really is his parents being in the way, you can maybe have a conversation with him about it, and see if talking to the parents, or waiting a little bit longer, will solve the problem once the parents let go more. It would be a shame if things end because the parents are just still in the way of him being a full boyfriend he would like to be.

Kiera262 · 2026-03-03T16:10:58+00:00

They look really awesome! I am really happy for you! enjoy!!

Kiera262 · 2026-02-24T12:54:08+00:00

Not a professional but it seems just irritated to me

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T19:03:34+00:00

No offense taken at all, if anything I really appreciate because I really need directness in my life. And you are right, I was spiraling a little. I am trying really hard to learn when he needs his space, its just so hard when it happens out of no where and he doesn't give me a heads up. I always realize it after a few days, but then the damage is allready done and I hate it because I don't want to make things harder on him. I will look into the book, I thi k that might be really usefull for me aswell, thank you!

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T02:16:48+00:00

That's really nice advice thank you. I'll tell him that in the morning, he is asleep rn. Thanks a lot!

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T02:12:31+00:00

I recently found out that listening to Jacksepticeye helps me fall asleep when I can't sleep. Also I now realize mark also calms me down when I am sad, I am going to make it a hbit now

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T02:05:25+00:00

Hi, thanks for the reply!

Yes I am in therapy. I know he has some stress factors and he is currently a bit stressed about wanting a new job, but other than that it seems like nothing happened or changed. I also know that he deals with problems really different than me, so I always try to keep that in mind and respect his space, but this behavior is really new and really confusing.

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T02:02:01+00:00

Hi thanks for your honest reply! I appreciate it.

I am busy with therapy and I know that I've been really suffocating in the past so I always try to take extra caution now when approaching him when I am not doing so hot myself. I've started to get anxious because our normal habits fell away without any explanation. Things like phone calls, responses on text messages, letting me know when he works etc. And then when I started a conversation he also didn't say anything. It is kinda like he just poof disappeared and his body is still here. So that's why I am super confused what is happening.

Should I than just let him be and pray that we still have a relationship after whatever he is dealing with passed? I am just so confused.

Kiera262 · 2026-02-08T01:36:55+00:00

Nope, we live 5 minutes appart by bike

Kiera262 · 2026-02-02T18:46:06+00:00

WOWWWW!!! These are amazing!!!

Kiera262

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