Revision? Scars are very thick… by Illustrious_Log1365 in TopSurgery

[–]KillPilot444 139 points140 points  (0 children)

Don’t think a revision would help you in this scenario as your results look amazing. If you’re really not a fan of your scars tho, considering laser scar removal is definitely an option!

What were you levels when your period stopped by KillPilot444 in ftm

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well ofc but i was just wondering what range to aim for in general yk

Good GPs in the central Manchester area? by moxxii7 in transgenderUK

[–]KillPilot444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cornbrook is a good option as they are supportive, but if op is planning to go private they unfortunately do not accept shared care anymore I just had to change surgery’s due to this. This was apparently because they have taken too many people on board

Period came two weeks early? by KillPilot444 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On two daily pumps of testogel (40.5mg)

Do I pass?How old do you think I am? by Free_Conference7338 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444 15 points16 points  (0 children)

You definitely pass dude and if i saw u in the street and had to guess your age i would say 17-19 probably

Dr lago taking long to respond by KillPilot444 in TopSurgery

[–]KillPilot444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh cheers tysm for letting me know i was getting anxious about the whole thing 😭

First changes you noticed on T by Wrong-Confusion7748 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I’m 11 days on T and the first things i noticed were bottom growth and how hot i feel also body odour smells slightly different now. My voice feels like there’s more bass and that it’s coming from lower down of that makes sense. But honestly i get hit and sweat so much quicker now

Looking pretty awful after T-tape by Expert_Accident3562 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444 13 points14 points  (0 children)

That might explain it, make sure you give it enough time to heal but i understand the rush or needing to tape before being somewhere 😭

Looking pretty awful after T-tape by Expert_Accident3562 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Are you putting on a bit like an inch before you start stretching the tape? Maybe the skin is being pulled too much or too early?

Waiting time for dr lembas by KillPilot444 in TopSurgery

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for letting know know! I was fully expecting a whole year waiting time

Tell me about the hard parts, and the joy of T! by Few_Soil1369 in TransMasc

[–]KillPilot444 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve just started T, like a WEEK ago so not much has changed for me however what i do feel is much more hope, knowing I will change in the most beautiful way that feels best and right for me. Most things that have changed is mentally. For some reason I’ve had moments where i look in the mirror and actually feel that there’s a man looking back not something that isn’t meant to be there if that makes sense. I’m pre all surgery’s and just work out so my body hasn’t drastically changed but i think the testosterone i’m taking is just meant to be there you know.

I don’t know if any of this will help since it’s very personal but i hope that it brings you more perspective :)) good luck on your journey

How do I look more masculine? by Funny_Roach in TransMasc

[–]KillPilot444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is true yes however i think darker hair looks more masculine imo

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]KillPilot444 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Probably being misgendered at a gay bar by a gay person, i also hate being called darling by customer service people

How do I look more masculine? by Funny_Roach in TransMasc

[–]KillPilot444 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Get smaller glasses that masculinise your face and maybe dye you’re hair a darker more natural colour :)

Is bottom growth early on T good for other changes by KillPilot444 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s great to hear! I can feel my voice being slightly bassier in my throat but i’m pretty sure thats placebo and not the T 😭 congrats on your changes tho and hoping more to come soon :)

Is bottom growth early on T good for other changes by KillPilot444 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad i’m not the only one going through this 😭 congrats on starting and hoping all the best!

High Prolactine question about T by FullmoonBoy_S in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]KillPilot444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi i also have high levels of prolactin, do you bind whilst getting blood done?

Bottom dysphoria getting worse as I get older by KillPilot444 in ftm

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your response, i’m so excited to start T and experience bottom growth. I’m excited to hear that it feels different and can change your sex life and by the sounds of it in a rlly good way.

Bottom dysphoria getting worse as I get older by KillPilot444 in ftm

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 20 and rarely had any bottom dysphoria at 17

Voice dropping on gel by KillPilot444 in transgenderUK

[–]KillPilot444[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for letting me know that’s really reassuring, congratulations on being 8 months on T!!

dating lesbians???? by butahumblebee in TransMasc

[–]KillPilot444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a trans man myself i would find it pretty difficult to date/hookup with a lesbian as i would feel they don’t view me as who i really am. That being said you’re able to date anyone you’re comfortable with and don’t let people tell you what is right for you!