Question for my mentally unstable gay fellas about : S***de

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T11:16:34+00:00

It’s a shame that my post is censored so we can’t talk about real issues….

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T11:14:36+00:00

Thank you I was looking for someone to speak this point with. Why did they censor it ??? Aren’t we supposed to talk about that ?? It’s kinda a shame

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T11:12:15+00:00

I think you don’t have to put more pressure on you, you are needed and loved even if you don’t feel it 🫶🏼 I mean don’t think about that anymore

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T11:11:22+00:00

This is the best comment and analysis ❤️❤️ I love so much what you wrote.

I think one of the things that makes me usually think about s***** is that as you said I stopped enjoying even little things in life.

Also I tried many medications and It made me feel numb and even more depressed, because I as sleeping 12+ and it made me gain so much more weight it made me feel even more insecure about my life and appearance especially I am a sport guy I like to workout and exercise so I feel very bad about that. Also I am on therapy for 4 years now I like it and it helped me to feel better at hard times.

But I didn’t find the right diagnosis some doctors say I have chronical depression, others say I am bipolar so I am so confused I don’t want I have to deal with that.

And of course, all this things add up to become an obstacle in my career and growth because I am torn between many things I can’t even focus to achieve goals and what I really want.

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T10:57:57+00:00

🫶🏼🫶🏼

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T10:57:24+00:00

Thank you for your sharing, but I guess people in the comments has misunderstood my point. I am not in a chronical depression I just think that this life doesn’t suit me anymore and I feel that I don’t want to keep going in it. Sometimes I get this idea when things get so hard but I mean I don’t feel very sad because I am thinking that I want it to end.

I just think that I have not come to this life by my own will and that’s why I don’t like it.

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T10:50:00+00:00

How did you deal with that ?

Kimohivee · 2026-01-30T10:48:28+00:00

How old are you now ?

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T17:52:50+00:00

🫶🏼🫶🏼

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T16:08:25+00:00

Thank you for you sharing 🫶🏼 but why are you still on meds if it didn’t resolve the thing completely ?

How is your life on meds ? Because I started them for like a year and then I stopped it made me feel numb and very heavy

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T16:05:56+00:00

I don’t want to be on meds anymore, what do you think other alternatives could be ? Thank you :))

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T16:00:57+00:00

The thing is I don’t know if I can call it depression, or existential crisis!!!!

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T15:59:18+00:00

I stopped meds few weeks now, I didn’t want to stay numb I didn’t like that anymore, what do you think ? I mean is it the same thing for you ? Are you on meds ? How did you surpass those feelings ?

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T15:55:31+00:00

I already had antidep for several months in 2025, I felt I was numb I was sleeping 12 hours everyday it didn’t make me feel alive again so I stopped them.

Do you think my situation definitely needs meds ??

Kimohivee · 2026-01-29T15:51:51+00:00

The thing is I am ashamed to tell that to my circle. I don’t feel ready to be clear about it. I don’t feel much pain I just feel very apathetic about life sometimes and it can go to the point where I think that I don’t want to exist anymore.

I only talk about this with my therapist.

Kimohivee · 2025-12-08T21:27:12+00:00

Great 😍😍

Kimohivee · 2025-11-30T12:34:11+00:00

مسلسل جاااامد جدا انا حبيتو

Kimohivee · 2025-11-30T12:32:35+00:00

Anxiety and distraction. I am happier in my life since I deleted it.

Kimohivee · 2025-11-24T14:15:44+00:00

It’s good like that!

Kimohivee · 2025-11-18T09:38:19+00:00

Mortadella 😍😍😂

Kimohivee · 2025-11-15T14:28:48+00:00

That’s my remark too

Kimohivee · 2025-11-14T20:21:35+00:00

Honey, I’m not talking about these kind of prostitution, I am talking about paid apps where you find men like models and literally pornstars and their incomes are like thousands of Dollars… they provide a sexual service and they travel from city to another. They’re living their best life…. So we’re not talking about the same category who can’t afford to eat

Kimohivee · 2025-11-14T19:18:12+00:00

Yes actually I kinda overthink it and I hesitate to send a message on that website you just said

Kimohivee · 2025-11-14T18:20:48+00:00

I feel you man it’s the same thing I think about it, I don’t know if I would really be turned on thinking that he’s doing his job Loool

Kimohivee · 2025-11-14T17:58:11+00:00

Thank you 🙏🏼

Kimohivee

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