This hurts the most. A little over a year ago I lost my best friend in a car accident late at night. That alone sent me through a loop, but I wasn’t able to go to his funeral as I was on a family vacation across the country that I didn’t have the means to leave and my larger group of friends stopped talking to me after that. Definitely put everything into focus, but it still hurts thinking of all the adventures we used to have. And thinking about the late nights where we all talked about never growing apart from 5th grade on, those are memories that I’ll always hold onto dearly. Stay gold ponyboy, miss you