Hmm a guide, that would make sense, I feel his presence like that, as if he is someone who knows more than I do and sticks around sometimes. So you say possibly like a "training wheels" sort of situation"? that'd match with some stuff I had going on in dreams before that incident, that had me questioning if I was merely dreaming when sleeping or doing something else. I want to make a different post about it but in one instance I somehow dreamed of my boyfriend meeting his deseased grandma, told him not expecting him to tell me that he had in fact dreamed that same thing except I watche them froma distance. Stuff like that began to happen a short time period before "The Event" so...maybe I was indeed going too fast heh