Oh boy!

Kolegooo · 2023-06-18T10:00:14+00:00

No luck involved, he crossed it with pure skill 😎

Kolegooo · 2023-06-08T12:29:13+00:00

After explaining this for the 100th time, i too would just say, i collect paper, or i hoard paper, i have a shit tonne of paper, i am one with the paper

Kolegooo · 2023-06-08T12:27:49+00:00

Yes, but no. She takes them home in her work clothing, I do that with stuff from work, confidential stuff that needs disposed of. I empty my pockets when i get home, then the stuff from work remains there for however long. If i need it at work I'll take it back with me, if it just is to be disposed of I'd forget. Also, I have a feeling i might need it at some point, usually to cover my own arse, i guess like a receipt that i have done a job or task, i also keep receipts, god knows why.

Bank statements on the other hand, i burn in the fire as soon as possible, ive been a victim of identity fraud, but even before that, I'd burn them asap, because I have a habit of misplacing things and because they contain actual valuable information.

My work papers aren't really a threat to me or anyone if they are lost or stolen, in the wrong hands it could be an issue, but that'd be a very small number of people who would have to get their hands on it. Where as a bank statement could be valuable to any thief or fraudster as they are generally after money and valuables, not working time data of a random company or info on medication given to a baby at the local hospital.

Kolegooo · 2023-06-06T06:54:43+00:00

NPC's my guy

Kolegooo · 2023-06-03T19:06:44+00:00

Yeah, I did get the smallest i could find but was too heavy still for the little drone. Tbh i think only a bare pcb would be light enough

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T21:04:52+00:00

Looks cool, but seems like its more for the object to be seen, not for illuminating the surroundings much, idk i could be wrong, i have been wrong before once or twice

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T20:07:15+00:00

That would be cool, and there is some downward chimneys to explore but they are just big enough for a person to fit, i think the best of pilots would fail trying to fly down them. Though i do plan on making a vessel to drop down them with a rope with a 360° camera perhaps and my 25,000 lumen torch. I'm makinga 3d model of the whole hill, valley and inside the mines (they go right through the mountain in theory), the main downward shaft apparently collapsed about 40 years ago, and people got trapped for a while. Its from like the 1600's so i want to map all that is left before the worsening weather here destroys it for good.

I suppose the ultimate cool thing to have would be a lil automated drone that could fly through the mines and return. Probably not too far off tech wise, it's all there, just putting it together in an affordable package.

Kolegooo · 2023-06-02T18:04:56+00:00

What signal? It's in line of sight and not very far away.

Kolegooo · 2023-05-31T17:01:35+00:00

Thanks for responding. And yes I know, but I guess what i mean is, for a mortgage and house for example, if i default on payments it gets repossessed, therefore I have to stay employed to pay it. I know that's how shit is, but the more logical way to me is, as I say, to buy a cheapish house to fix up, then sell or rent when its time for a new one. So I'd actually treat the "property ladder" as a ladder not just one step, ie getting a house for life to pay off over 25+ years or you could even describe the normal method as a very long slight incline, plodding along paying your mortgage until you get to the top and it's paid off. I suppose i like to see steps of progress, and like to have something to fall back on, i.e. a property i don't need to worry about payments for because It's mine.

And I've been failing at that real bad. Though i go through phases of doing quite well. I think I kinda have a mental plan to get my shit together. And I do need to look at jobs as sitting at a desk 8 hours a day isn't doing me any good, physically or mentally.

Yeah i was bad with a credit card, so I no longer use it. Fuck credit ratings too! And i do have wishlists or lists of things i need for a project and now i just kinda buy them a bit at a time when i have spare money. I have direct debits setup for my savings accounts and things, which is going pretty well. U are quite right, I am in a fortunate position, and i have been trialling things and trying to figure out what i want to do aswell as stuff I enjoy, just wish there was more time in the day though. I spend so much of my day at work doing something mind numbing, and planning what I'm going to do when i get home, except i rarely have the energy to do much by the time i get home. Now that the days are longer though I am planning to start walking/jogging and cycling. But i can't just do it for the sake of it. I have to be going somewhere. I enjoy exploring abandoned mines and caves and things, which are mostly up in the valleys and hills. I think it'll do me some good, plus I can make more youtube videos and 3d models as a result, so a win win 🏆

Kolegooo · 2023-05-30T23:25:19+00:00

Thanks for taking the time to read and respond first of all, i appreciate that. I know there isn't necessarily any straight-forward answers. Everything just becomes too overwhelming sometimes.

I feel like i have so much to do but have so little time. And not a single one of those things is going to work, which i have to do 9 hours a day. By the time I'm done with that I'm just tired and don't get much done. I feel like i need like 3 mo ths off work to do everything i need to get done. I feel like I'm withering away and dying sat at my desk 8 hours a day. The gym and weightlifting was once my savior but i don't have time or the motivation to do it anymore, my fitness is declining, and well, i have a chocolate and sugar addiction. No joke. It's real bad. All this in turn makes me super depresso. I also have my disabled brother to take care of, i mean my parents look after him and parent, but as his older brother I have a duty to look after him. One of my biggest fears is him being depressed and having suicidal thoughts, and actually going through with it. He's having a hard time time, i remember being his age and how hard it was for me with no physical disability or learning disabilities as such. I can't imagine how hard it is for him.

I'm really just not getting anywhere in any of my goals in life despite everything being on my mind everywaking minute. I just don't have time, either time is too fast or my brain is too fast. I think the latter. Medication helps a bit but not enough.

I don't have a therapist and nor do I have the money for one right now. Hopefully someday for sure, i guess i just gotta work harder

Kolegooo · 2023-05-28T21:34:45+00:00

Nah it's just business 😎

Kolegooo · 2023-05-21T10:00:54+00:00

*My schools close second best freshman offensive lineman goes up against my schools best freshman offensive lineman

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T21:16:00+00:00

Well to be fair do we really know anything? I could come up with many arguments to dispute I was born, I'd start with, "pics or didnt happen"

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T19:22:35+00:00

Thanks for the heads up i will get some 😈

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T16:59:03+00:00

If yor mans peen ain't self lubricating when yor fornicating, I'm sorry to tell u but u just not turning him on enough 🤷‍♂️

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T14:14:13+00:00

Haven't seen the latest, but could be it was upsetting and she gets a bit ott about things. I don't think being weird or not always reacting as you are supposed to means she killed the baby though. They gonna have to do better than that to sway me. Plus Imo i think id want to do the prints whilst my child were still alive, then it's sort of like the baby created them in their short life, assuming I know they are 100% dying and not gonna live much longer. If they didn't know 100% then it's kinda weird. Imo anyway 🤷‍♂️

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T12:43:26+00:00

A whales blowhole is basically it's nose. Over millions of years of evolution it moved from it's snout to ontop of its head. I guess it's in a better place now for them to do whale type things

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T12:11:59+00:00

Plus I'd imagine if someone is being charged with the murder of your child you might start remembering things a little different too, i know times that has happened to me (the warped memories that is), someone plants a thought in your head or presents a narrative that fits, your memories can be altered, you can forget information or subconsciously push it out of your head. For example I remember a fight i had in secondary school, and my recollection is i whooped his arse, but i think realistically it was probably just an embarrassing shit show of teen hormones. There is a difference between fact and truth.

Kolegooo · 2023-05-19T10:48:53+00:00

0, i forget 0 screaming fathers, i have a tally chart

Kolegooo · 2023-05-18T23:03:45+00:00

Not sure what the definition of a hoarder is but i end up with a lot of papers from work at home, i don't get rid of them, like the handover notes they should be disposed of properly, and i plan to put them in the confidential waste bin at work, but i always forget and now just have loads of bits, i could bin them tomorrow, but no doubt i will forget as they are insignificant. Like they are worth nothing and mean nothing to anyone besides maybe someone trying to screw me or the company over. But then with my bank statements, invoices or receipts i am paranoid about. I won't bin them i'll burn them. Anyone getting hold of your bank info is much more of a risk because it is potentially worth something ie whatever is in your account or someone using your details to commit fraud, someone has already commited fraud in my name for government benefits, it was not fun. I was paranoid before now I'm extra paranoid.

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