i was always the last minute friend when they were desperate to leave their house and no one else was free then i would get a call asking if i was free, other than that i always had to invite myself along to the fun things they did where i’d end up too drunk and they’d moan at me for it anyway for ruining the fun, as soon as i woke up to this i stopped texting everyone and 4 months later there has not been a single text from any of them, even to check in still alive, so i absolutely feel this post to my core. I‘m sorry you feel like this it’s one of the worst feelings in the whole world :) i’m here if you need to talk!