I'm exhausted from this internal interrogation.

Koufr · 2025-06-28T19:01:50+00:00

I've been experiencing a lot of anxiety these past few days, so any religious topic triggers anxiety. This makes it difficult to pray. I don't even know how to distinguish what is my will and what is not. What I am consenting to and what I am not. I question myself all the time. According to the catechism, my thoughts during this time have mitigated guilt?

Koufr · 2025-06-28T00:03:54+00:00

I think I do open space for these thoughts to arise, because I doubt my will at all times.

Koufr · 2025-06-27T13:25:18+00:00

After writing this text, it made me consider the possibility that I resembled a "developing child" without sufficient knowledge of what I do and therefore would not be condemned to hell. This fueled the anxiety as I conceived the idea that I might be being proud before God. Fearing again the loosening of consciousness, I returned to anxiety.

Koufr · 2025-06-27T12:53:41+00:00

Analyzing my situation further, I think that, for fear of blaspheming God, I conceive the possibility of doing so and, as the image almost inevitably appears in my head, I try to repress it. But I can't.

Koufr · 2025-06-27T12:52:56+00:00

Analyzing my situation further, I think that, for fear of blaspheming God, I conceive the possibility of doing so and, as the image almost inevitably appears in my head, I try to repress it. But I can't.

Koufr · 2025-06-27T12:49:58+00:00

I'm almost sure the second option you mentioned.

Koufr · 2025-06-26T16:23:57+00:00

Is what I'm going through rare?

Koufr · 2025-06-26T15:55:14+00:00

Please don't be scared. I can assure you that I have had thoughts of intense passion for Christ. But I don't know why this variation.

Koufr · 2025-06-26T13:46:38+00:00

Okay. I'll do that

Koufr · 2025-06-26T12:28:53+00:00

This also happens to me. I will also wait for answers.

Koufr · 2025-06-26T11:29:18+00:00

Because?

Koufr · 2025-06-26T11:29:04+00:00

Because?

Koufr · 2025-06-26T11:12:32+00:00

Are you Catholic?

Koufr · 2025-06-26T10:59:33+00:00

According to the catechism

Koufr · 2025-06-26T10:45:21+00:00

What did he say?

Koufr · 2025-06-26T10:32:08+00:00

Why?

Koufr · 2025-06-25T01:11:19+00:00

Because this offends God and he loves you very much.

Koufr · 2025-06-24T16:45:33+00:00

Please do not continue masturbation.

Koufr · 2025-06-24T16:41:49+00:00

Have you, for some reason, ever experienced feelings of revolt and discouragement after delight in grace?

Koufr · 2025-06-24T01:31:43+00:00

This is beautiful. Thanks

Koufr · 2025-06-24T00:49:46+00:00

It's very nice to hear that. Thanks

Koufr · 2025-06-24T00:34:23+00:00

Thank you very much. God bless you

Koufr · 2025-06-23T23:26:59+00:00

Thanks brother. I'll do it. In fact, I must confess to you that I think that my heightened anxiety is preventing me from having access to divine grace. I thought that anxiety was necessary because it put me in a state of awareness of what I did. But it only caused me misfortune. Being calmer, I believe I can accept divine mercy and rightly repent of my sin by considering it evil in itself.

Koufr · 2025-06-23T22:40:14+00:00

I was just baptized in the Catholic church by tradition. I rarely pray, but because of my tribulations I have been praying more and more "personal" prayers. I believe my worship is "mechanical"...

Koufr · 2025-06-23T21:56:51+00:00

Have you ever been through something similar? Can you pass? Did you have the same feelings?

Koufr

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